omg
today was hot hot HOT!!! LOL Those damn emotional roller coaster rides can be torture, I tell ya. I'm getting better, though, and they don't last too long and it stops before I even start falling now. But god, when I get a day like today, when I just feel normal and enjoy being me without any worries, god, they get better every time :o))) WOW
So, I was daydreaming of my sweetheart, as I normally do. I mean, I think abt him ALL the time. It's normal for me now that he's always on my mind, no matter where he is. As long as I ain't a stalker or obsessing, and normally I don't obsess, I just accept. Anyhow, I was daydreaming along as I always do, wishing I could see him, wishing he was here and what if he was enjoying what I/we are doing at the time. Well, we were just sitting there relaxing and watching a movie and holy hell, did my daydream ever turn HOT!!! Oh my dear lord LOL Normally it never does - I usually just think how kewl it would be if he were here. But no, it got hot and oh boy, this lovely feeling has been floating abt with me ever since....hehehe And no, I didn't do anything abt it....why ruin a good feeling? LOL
I'm over the moon today, even if it isn't for real...*sigh* I love him :o)))
So, I was daydreaming of my sweetheart, as I normally do. I mean, I think abt him ALL the time. It's normal for me now that he's always on my mind, no matter where he is. As long as I ain't a stalker or obsessing, and normally I don't obsess, I just accept. Anyhow, I was daydreaming along as I always do, wishing I could see him, wishing he was here and what if he was enjoying what I/we are doing at the time. Well, we were just sitting there relaxing and watching a movie and holy hell, did my daydream ever turn HOT!!! Oh my dear lord LOL Normally it never does - I usually just think how kewl it would be if he were here. But no, it got hot and oh boy, this lovely feeling has been floating abt with me ever since....hehehe And no, I didn't do anything abt it....why ruin a good feeling? LOL
I'm over the moon today, even if it isn't for real...*sigh* I love him :o)))