Feb 11, 2005 21:06
I got my new ipod today.
today was a crazy day, i guess that it started off good then got bad then good than bad. I have so much stress and work to do.
I am still feeling a bit sick and will be very happy when track is over.
But i do know that one way that i get my anger and frustration out is by running and not doing too much of it in the next few months will not be good for me. I just need some more self motovation to do it on my own. I sort of wish that i had taken a run today.
i just want stuff to just stop; to just have time to sit back and enjoy the time that i have now while i have it. nothing seems to be going right. in the opposite direction that i ever thought that it would. I feel deprived of some thing real, not something that you can't touch but something you can feel on the inside.
I just watched the movie The Notebook, which was a very good movie, my valentines present to my self because i think valentines day is going to be awful and i need some alone time with me and a movie to cry my eyes out to. it was nice.