Been awhile
Ya ya so I haven't wrote in awhile. Well let me tell you something! Fucking Chad Stoller back to dating again. Ya I'm over it, kinda. I mean I don't check his shit hardly ever, but I just had the urge to facebook him and he is dating the same girl he was "never attracted to" when he was with me. My mom was right, hate to say it, he just "needs to be needed he never loved me, he was only with me because I was going through a hard time and really needed him...I hate that. I strongly dislike him. All I ever wanted was to be his friend, I begged to be his friend. I am in a serious relationship, just a friend goddamnit. whatever, I really need to let it go, I know, its been almost 2 years since we broke up, but its first love syndrome. Anyway Phillip is wonderful, remembering our anniversary and sending me the dvd of Willywonka, our first date. David is also a sweetheart, always there for me! Talk about for better or for worse! Scotty too, just a great friend. But I'll be honest even they know Phillip has them beat. He is so wonderful. I love you Phil!!!