well well well
Hey guys, haven't said anything in ages I guess its time for an update. I'm not with Bryan anymore, I don't know if Bryan even made it into the record books of livejournal. Although I was very close with him for a time, our personalities and character clashed way too much. When the phrase/song "Let it Be" has no significant meaning to a persons life, it just won't work with me :) Speaking of that, David, my new boyfriend (we will be back tracking to explain where he came from), mentioned that Let it Be is one of his favorite Beatles songs so...point for David. So as for who David is...
I went on spring break in FL with some really close friends Bryan introduced me to, Mark, Scott, Mike, and David. I've had a crush on David since I met him, and he was actually the last one in the house I met. We enjoy the same music, atmosphere, and love that every hippie at heart does. So after spending a week together non-stop we developed a pretty chummy friendship. And needless to say Bryan got the boot when we got home. So the newest additions to my friend list are actually the dearest to my heart.
David, Mark, Scott, Mike, Greg, Brandon, Larry, Andy, and quite honestly I don't know Ryan enough to add him. If anyone takes that out of context and asks why they aren't on the list I'll cut them (PHILLIP).
Everyone has been so supportive and understanding of the inevitable drama that is currently following me every corner I turn. But it goes without saying that David and I are an exeptional pair and I honestly hope it stays that way for a long time. He is going through some pretty deep issues right now, and those of you that know me know my feelings are hurt pretty damn easy, so I'm learning to just except people act a certain way when they are focused on other things and I need to just let it go. Speaking of...I feel like I fool because I just called David to ask if he was mad at me (yeah what the hell was I thinking) that is so fucking annoying, but I put off some important crap to come see him and just relax for a few before he had to go through with what lies ahead. Basically I just felt in the way, so I was really hurt. Doesn't help that I was not doing to hot this morning for some completely unknown reason. Its never good when two friends need the support of each other at exactly the same time. We do what we can the best that we can though. I've just been so emotional that blowing things off is hardly an option. Like I know he just had shit to do, and any other day that would have been cool, but I just really wanted a couple seconds...just to me. Now I get to spend the next while trying to forget I went over there at all, cause it was NOT one of my better choices. THEN I have to go home, and we all know what home means for Jessy. Hopefully I just come home emotionally scared this time and my mom won't throw anything at my face...like the giant cookbook she threw last time. Weeeee! Oh well, the balance of giving and recieving sympathy is delicate and I think I suck at it. So I guess I should end on a good note, and that is the highlight of my week. David refered to me as his girlfriend (*warmfuzzies*) yeah I know its gay that I'm so eexcited, but I'm allowed to be gay once a day and I'm using my pass now. Peace
I went on spring break in FL with some really close friends Bryan introduced me to, Mark, Scott, Mike, and David. I've had a crush on David since I met him, and he was actually the last one in the house I met. We enjoy the same music, atmosphere, and love that every hippie at heart does. So after spending a week together non-stop we developed a pretty chummy friendship. And needless to say Bryan got the boot when we got home. So the newest additions to my friend list are actually the dearest to my heart.
David, Mark, Scott, Mike, Greg, Brandon, Larry, Andy, and quite honestly I don't know Ryan enough to add him. If anyone takes that out of context and asks why they aren't on the list I'll cut them (PHILLIP).
Everyone has been so supportive and understanding of the inevitable drama that is currently following me every corner I turn. But it goes without saying that David and I are an exeptional pair and I honestly hope it stays that way for a long time. He is going through some pretty deep issues right now, and those of you that know me know my feelings are hurt pretty damn easy, so I'm learning to just except people act a certain way when they are focused on other things and I need to just let it go. Speaking of...I feel like I fool because I just called David to ask if he was mad at me (yeah what the hell was I thinking) that is so fucking annoying, but I put off some important crap to come see him and just relax for a few before he had to go through with what lies ahead. Basically I just felt in the way, so I was really hurt. Doesn't help that I was not doing to hot this morning for some completely unknown reason. Its never good when two friends need the support of each other at exactly the same time. We do what we can the best that we can though. I've just been so emotional that blowing things off is hardly an option. Like I know he just had shit to do, and any other day that would have been cool, but I just really wanted a couple seconds...just to me. Now I get to spend the next while trying to forget I went over there at all, cause it was NOT one of my better choices. THEN I have to go home, and we all know what home means for Jessy. Hopefully I just come home emotionally scared this time and my mom won't throw anything at my face...like the giant cookbook she threw last time. Weeeee! Oh well, the balance of giving and recieving sympathy is delicate and I think I suck at it. So I guess I should end on a good note, and that is the highlight of my week. David refered to me as his girlfriend (*warmfuzzies*) yeah I know its gay that I'm so eexcited, but I'm allowed to be gay once a day and I'm using my pass now. Peace