Comments | riversprite: Must not Retreat!!!!!

riversprite

Must not Retreat!!!!!

May 18, 2006 21:21

For the past couple of days I have been fighting the little voices in my head - Tonight... I feel like I am losing.

As I was getting ready to go to Dani's to feed and walk the pup's I was side railed with a freak out wave - Where did it come from? - Why?
I just want the tears to stop.

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miss_july May 19 2006, 04:52:24 UTC

Sometimes we all need to hermit and spend a little time alone to figure out our heads and hearts. But, yes, shutting down is not good.
If the weather's good I plan on hiking on Monday; you are more than welcome to join me. :)

riversprite May 19 2006, 04:54:48 UTC

I think part of my problem is I have been spending TOO much time alone...
Typically most of the week - and when I do get out... I just havent been myself lately. Been emmotionanal withdrawn more and more as of late.

Where and what time are ya going on Monday - I think I would be down with that.

miss_july May 19 2006, 05:10:58 UTC

I like to go around lunch time and bring pb&j's and trail mix, or before lunch and have a good lunch after. I don't really care when. I like to go to the Stevens Creek Reservoir. Lotsa neat-o trails. =)

riversprite May 19 2006, 06:21:10 UTC

Sounds good to me - Ive been waking up super early and trying to figure out what to do with the rest of the day lately anywho

does you have my digits?

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djscarlette May 19 2006, 05:37:22 UTC

Need or want to talk?

I know that I'm not the most...Erm, stable myself, these days. But that doesn't mean I can't be there :)

deni_zen May 19 2006, 18:23:11 UTC

I'm glad you got to see Dani. I really like her. Hope peace came to you and things settled down. *hug*

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riversprite May 19 2006, 22:27:51 UTC

Thanks. THIS I of all people know. I spent the past several yeats climbing out of a VERY dark hole after my father passed away four yrs ago and a friend/housemate went the way of suicide 5 months later.

Since then, when things get really down I tend to run and hide. Im usually the boulder holding my friends up. I dont do well with asking for help - or even with people seeing me down.

But, ive been through worse, so I know this shall pass.

and really - thank you.