Must not Retreat!!!!!
For the past couple of days I have been fighting the little voices in my head - Tonight... I feel like I am losing.
As I was getting ready to go to Dani's to feed and walk the pup's I was side railed with a freak out wave - Where did it come from? - Why?
I just want the tears to stop.
Things that were...
Things that should be...
Things that could be...
Things that wont be - if I shut down and retreat..
I feel myself slipping into "shut down" mode. On the verge of running and hiding out in that so called safe space.
But its not a safe space, its a cop out. Its me avoiding reality and hiding from the world, in my house alone.
Its SO true... "We are our own worst critics"
It shall pass...