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Friday night was a good night. I did have a little too much too drink i think, but other than that I had a grand old time. I really appreciated seeing Richard and his buddies do their comedy. I think it made the night just that much better. I only have one regret. I just wish that some of my friends would have stopped being bitter children long enough to come out and have a beer instead of staying home, playing video games and hating me. I really need their support and instead of telling me that I have no support system in sarnia, tried being my support system here. Nancy and Meighen understand thank god. I think that's why they came out really. Just to say hey and goodbye, and to show me that they were my friends, and supported the decision i made. I was at my mother's house on friday, and when allie went to grab her purse from the basement, my mother pulled me aside to tell me that she was very proud of me and i was acting like an adult. That meant tons. Not that i was making a mistake and that my life would be shambles. You know with me, it's always been the little things in life that make a big difference. Some of my older brothers friends came out. Even though they had to be up early because their kid was having a birthday party. Now this person didn't stay all night, but it was never expected in the first place. So, for all of you who did come out....I thank you. I really appreciate the show of support. And for those who didn't come out but wanted to. The same. I understand. You wanted to. That was enough for me.
One of my friends did come out and have a beer. He brought his girlfriend along. I really think allie likes her. Guessing from her last post anyway. They got along really really well. I'm glad for that. It made me tons more relaxed. And i needed to be relaxed. Honestly i've been scared shitless the last couple of weeks. It is a big change. I think though, that's it's all for the better. I'm pretty sure that I can be happy there. And I'll get to see my sweetie much more often. And at the end of the day....that's all i really need.
And oh, before i forget.....to the person who was grabbing my ass all night (you know who you are!!!) It still makes me laugh....:)