My present and future
I am now 28 years old. Old enough to get marry or something like that. But perhaps not a marriage that I looked for. All I want is maybe simply want to share my life to someone.
I barely can make new friends. That’s why I am lone. I want to live with someone, to be not alone.
Work is like hell, the pressure, and all challenging thing, on first I ( Read more... )
You are a bit younger than me,...but not to far, so we are in same boat, yes...insecure and a bit panic.
I think its natural.
Actually within this short a month, I tried to commit a relation and failed. I just feel the same, cannot entrust my life with one partner which our heart not 100% accept. So about working, I finally step up and feel a little courage to continue what I am doing now, ofcourse actually for money, because I have a dream to buy something for my parent. Not like you, I haven't experience life abroad. So I think its envious. But if it make you burden because hou have tasted it and your condition now is kinda difficult to reach your dream, I just can only hope you'll find timing in future...a good one. You have to be patient,
I also patient for my dream visiting Japan. Mostly almost give up, but I realize, its actually all about me. If I keep try to reach closer to those dream, I can positively dream for better future. Just keep said to my self ether...even now I cannot face it though.
Ganbarimasou! Its ok to be envious, but don't too much think it if you cannot handle your emotion! Sorry for talking too much ^^
Thank you for leave a comment, it makes me reassure...you know :)
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