My present and future
I am now 28 years old. Old enough to get marry or something like that. But perhaps not a marriage that I looked for. All I want is maybe simply want to share my life to someone.
I barely can make new friends. That’s why I am lone. I want to live with someone, to be not alone.
Work is like hell, the pressure, and all challenging thing, on first I would be very enthusiastic but pressure and pressure keep make me aware how I far I have left behind when other people capacity is much bigger than mine. I do not having relax time and always wondering why people doing this and they strong enough to live with it.
I am just lazy girl who didn’t change at all. I want to do lazy things like sleeping all day, like doing nothing except watching series, even do not going anywhere and talk to anyone.
I can be survived if I have me time… And my workday is dedicated to working but my mind kept deny it.
I just love the money. I am so naive, wanting all the money and not wanting to work properly.
My mind so tired to think all I have to do to get able to properly work.
My mind so tired but I should never complain, because I am much lucky than many people out there.
I have to feel a passion in here, maybe start liking my work.
Well, maybe after 2 years, I can have my own family house. Yep, I just have to working properly this next 2 years.
Be strong.
Be an adult, a wise one.
Unless I will not approach my goal.
Japan will you wait me?
I will going to you, for sure. Future.
Fandom things should not I forgot...