thoughts
even though I have a pretty strict budget set up, I am still having trouble sticking to it, because I still find myself "settling" -- I need this or that for work (clothes, mostly - who knew that building a work appropriate wardrobe would be so difficult!?!) or the apartment or I just need them (pls see facebook pictures of new cute tiny red rupert - the shuffle). and then theres the stupid hospital bill from a year ago that needs to get paid and the rent and the utilities and suddenly, I feel poor...
I am HOPING that the settling will END and I will get back on budget. and feel better about it??
I guess I'm just glad that I HAVE the money for these things that I need right now (like the work appropriate clothes). I suppose I am just feeling thankful for having my great job. and my great apartment. and my great life. even if it's hot out again.
that being said -- in other news, the IT guy still makes me feel awkward and silly. it's funny because I talk to just about anyone else (except maybe the older girls, they ALSO still make me feel awkward and silly, but in a different way) but I just feel like I am blushing and making no sense around IT guy. *sigh* it will never end I suppose. I am doomed to be awkward and ridiculous forever.
and also, MAINE IS SO SOON! I CANT WAIT TO BE HOME! see you all at the fair! I hope.
I am HOPING that the settling will END and I will get back on budget. and feel better about it??
I guess I'm just glad that I HAVE the money for these things that I need right now (like the work appropriate clothes). I suppose I am just feeling thankful for having my great job. and my great apartment. and my great life. even if it's hot out again.
that being said -- in other news, the IT guy still makes me feel awkward and silly. it's funny because I talk to just about anyone else (except maybe the older girls, they ALSO still make me feel awkward and silly, but in a different way) but I just feel like I am blushing and making no sense around IT guy. *sigh* it will never end I suppose. I am doomed to be awkward and ridiculous forever.
and also, MAINE IS SO SOON! I CANT WAIT TO BE HOME! see you all at the fair! I hope.