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the moral of the story is, ahem. I guess I dont specifically have one. SO, I guess I just wanted to post and say:
I FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE.
maybe it's left over from trying to run the plantarium review session. that's just too much pressure for this girl who does not exactly know the constellations.
I am nervous about finals crap. Spain. everythign in the entire world.
it feels good to know that issues are resolved and cleared up with a certain someone, but it feels weird still, because the same things are happening, but now, for different reasons, granted, less painfully, but still. that's enough.
it also feels good to know that no matter what a week and half from now I'll be home. for three days. and then I'm going to boston for MY TWENTY FIRST BIRTHDAY! holy cow! I am SO old. that kind of makes me NERVOUS.
I am also nervous about the (platonic) love of my life. what if I actually do love her? what if that isnt alright with her? what if I just have to pine for one of my friends for the next year of my life? maybe it would be good for me.
Like going on an archeology adventure to ohio. we'll see, we'll see. as for now, I am off to go and see a spanish film. I'm sure it will be just splendid.
I FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE.
maybe it's left over from trying to run the plantarium review session. that's just too much pressure for this girl who does not exactly know the constellations.
I am nervous about finals crap. Spain. everythign in the entire world.
it feels good to know that issues are resolved and cleared up with a certain someone, but it feels weird still, because the same things are happening, but now, for different reasons, granted, less painfully, but still. that's enough.
it also feels good to know that no matter what a week and half from now I'll be home. for three days. and then I'm going to boston for MY TWENTY FIRST BIRTHDAY! holy cow! I am SO old. that kind of makes me NERVOUS.
I am also nervous about the (platonic) love of my life. what if I actually do love her? what if that isnt alright with her? what if I just have to pine for one of my friends for the next year of my life? maybe it would be good for me.
Like going on an archeology adventure to ohio. we'll see, we'll see. as for now, I am off to go and see a spanish film. I'm sure it will be just splendid.