more seeds to plant, more flowers to notice
so amazed by the power of thought. the power to materialize in almost impossible ways. lately i've been watching the way the universe unfailingly delivers. hopes and fears have become more like premonitions. and given this, i'd like to imagine and daydream with hope and lightness, not cynicism or limitation.
some thoughts on things i would love in my life:
close relationship with nature, peacefully blurred boundaries between self and whole, inner calm and bubbling sensations, afternoons in the dirt tending to an organic garden, movement and dance as a way to let the spirit find my center, artistic endeavors, watercolors and chalk pastels, kisses in the sunshine, kisses in the rain, impowered and confident disposition, showing compassion beyond the current curtails of my ego, time alone, time in fusion, belly laughter and carefree exclamations, time with children- soothing their pain through total empathy, playfulness, intelligence, worldly and political activism and awareness, living a materially simple life- money as a means to contribute and sustain, relationships with like-minded people, feeling comfortable around those i really like, being treated with love and kindness by those in my life, many days at the beach, volunteering, being present and focused in on the moment, travel, spiritual thought and ritual as a central part of my existence, inspiration, gratitude, fascination in flowers, learning guitar and re-learning flute, kind and passionate lovers, running through fields, hiking up hills, reading novels by candle light, improving my writing- making it more free and uncensored, finding a balance between the values of effort and ease, coming to simple terms with my past, complete and total forgiveness...
now it is up to me to allow these possibilities to take form and take over. everything is available and potential. breathing in and out, molding the clay to fit my current idea of beauty...
some thoughts on things i would love in my life:
close relationship with nature, peacefully blurred boundaries between self and whole, inner calm and bubbling sensations, afternoons in the dirt tending to an organic garden, movement and dance as a way to let the spirit find my center, artistic endeavors, watercolors and chalk pastels, kisses in the sunshine, kisses in the rain, impowered and confident disposition, showing compassion beyond the current curtails of my ego, time alone, time in fusion, belly laughter and carefree exclamations, time with children- soothing their pain through total empathy, playfulness, intelligence, worldly and political activism and awareness, living a materially simple life- money as a means to contribute and sustain, relationships with like-minded people, feeling comfortable around those i really like, being treated with love and kindness by those in my life, many days at the beach, volunteering, being present and focused in on the moment, travel, spiritual thought and ritual as a central part of my existence, inspiration, gratitude, fascination in flowers, learning guitar and re-learning flute, kind and passionate lovers, running through fields, hiking up hills, reading novels by candle light, improving my writing- making it more free and uncensored, finding a balance between the values of effort and ease, coming to simple terms with my past, complete and total forgiveness...
now it is up to me to allow these possibilities to take form and take over. everything is available and potential. breathing in and out, molding the clay to fit my current idea of beauty...