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goddamn shower! The other nite, I was getting ready to take a shower, and nuthin. I turned on the shower, and water just dripped out! so after paul tried to take the shower head off and didn't, i just took a bath. bathing is cool. But not when you start out dirty. i dont like the idea that i just ( i took another one right now, thats why im hot) sat around buck nekkid in my dirty bath water. so the shower head was supposed to get fixed today, but the handy man was too busy! bullshit. i hate this. if i have to take one more bath, i'm gonna be pissed, lol.
So my brother is staying with paul and me for 4 days. He's gonna be here till thursday afternoon. I don't mind so much. He's a cool guy, but i cant have sex now! he's gonna be here, and now i gotta hold out.
The reason that he's here is because him and his friends got jumped friday nite. My brother thinks that he's a big tough guy with his friends, and some old shit caught up with him and he and his like, 4 other friends got jumped by like, 20 guys.
My mom wants him here because she's afraid of what might happen if hes home alone and shes not there to protect him lol. like she could stop anything from happening. anyway, shes scared that theres gonna be a drive by or something. so she sent him over here till she can pick him up on thursday cuz she and my dad will be off for the weekend.
and yesterday kinda sucked too! my mom and baba and sha and my grandma AND lily all went looking for the dresses that we're gonna wear for my grandma's 50th wedding thing. I myself, thought that the whole day was a total waste. Wht that hell am i gonna find when the thing is in august and everything thats out right now is for spring? AND, i need to lose weight 1st. so that made it suck too. I've got until august to be a size 12. I know that it's very possible, but i just hate that i'm so big now, and everyones telling me "just try it on." i dont want to hear that shit. I dont want to even LOOK at clothes right now. I have so many isssues right now with the way that i look its not even funny.
anyway...
this is enough updating. I think i got it all out.
::big sigh::
So my brother is staying with paul and me for 4 days. He's gonna be here till thursday afternoon. I don't mind so much. He's a cool guy, but i cant have sex now! he's gonna be here, and now i gotta hold out.
The reason that he's here is because him and his friends got jumped friday nite. My brother thinks that he's a big tough guy with his friends, and some old shit caught up with him and he and his like, 4 other friends got jumped by like, 20 guys.
My mom wants him here because she's afraid of what might happen if hes home alone and shes not there to protect him lol. like she could stop anything from happening. anyway, shes scared that theres gonna be a drive by or something. so she sent him over here till she can pick him up on thursday cuz she and my dad will be off for the weekend.
and yesterday kinda sucked too! my mom and baba and sha and my grandma AND lily all went looking for the dresses that we're gonna wear for my grandma's 50th wedding thing. I myself, thought that the whole day was a total waste. Wht that hell am i gonna find when the thing is in august and everything thats out right now is for spring? AND, i need to lose weight 1st. so that made it suck too. I've got until august to be a size 12. I know that it's very possible, but i just hate that i'm so big now, and everyones telling me "just try it on." i dont want to hear that shit. I dont want to even LOOK at clothes right now. I have so many isssues right now with the way that i look its not even funny.
anyway...
this is enough updating. I think i got it all out.
::big sigh::