valentine's day
well yesterday was alright. paul and i just stayed in and lounged all day. we didn't go out or anything. it kinda bugs me that we didn't but i think about it, and it's so not a big deal.
we went out sunday nite though. that was fun. i just pretty drunk, and pretty high offa life if ya know what a mean. lol. there were a bunch of us from work there. I think that i've made a new girlfriend. Her name is Janie. She's 21 also, and we had so much fun together when we went out. I haven't had fun like that in a long time. I'm so glad that paul and i are going out now. Since i turned 21, we've gone out and drank maybe like...5 times. 5 times in....4 months!!! thats just dumb. I wanna go out at least every two weeks.
Oh and i've been bad lately. i've been smoking cigarettes again. i know, i know...they're bad, and what not, but man, when you've got a mad buzz goin' on, all you want is a cigarette to compliment that buzz. mmmm...now im gonna start craving one.
so about janie. i think that i could have a new friend in her. She was really nice, and we never had an akward moment, we talked really good about everything, and we like the same stuff. for a long time, i wansnt taking applications for new friends, but i think i have a new one. her and machelle from work too. she's cool. its just that our hangout possibilities are very limited cuz shes only 20. so janie wins, but still, i like machelle.
i feel so bad, cuz i was supposed to call her the other nite and let her know what was going on with going out, and i never did. but i have good reason. anyway, i still feel bad about it. i shoulda found a way to contact her.
so about valentine's day...paul and i were broke again, and it just wasnt possible for us to have the stereotypical v-day love-a-thon.
we havent even had sex yet. we were about to today, but we both worked, and i wanted to take a shower, lol. and plus, i was on my goddamn period, so it woulda kinda sucked.
well i think that this is all for now. i'm off to surf...
we went out sunday nite though. that was fun. i just pretty drunk, and pretty high offa life if ya know what a mean. lol. there were a bunch of us from work there. I think that i've made a new girlfriend. Her name is Janie. She's 21 also, and we had so much fun together when we went out. I haven't had fun like that in a long time. I'm so glad that paul and i are going out now. Since i turned 21, we've gone out and drank maybe like...5 times. 5 times in....4 months!!! thats just dumb. I wanna go out at least every two weeks.
Oh and i've been bad lately. i've been smoking cigarettes again. i know, i know...they're bad, and what not, but man, when you've got a mad buzz goin' on, all you want is a cigarette to compliment that buzz. mmmm...now im gonna start craving one.
so about janie. i think that i could have a new friend in her. She was really nice, and we never had an akward moment, we talked really good about everything, and we like the same stuff. for a long time, i wansnt taking applications for new friends, but i think i have a new one. her and machelle from work too. she's cool. its just that our hangout possibilities are very limited cuz shes only 20. so janie wins, but still, i like machelle.
i feel so bad, cuz i was supposed to call her the other nite and let her know what was going on with going out, and i never did. but i have good reason. anyway, i still feel bad about it. i shoulda found a way to contact her.
so about valentine's day...paul and i were broke again, and it just wasnt possible for us to have the stereotypical v-day love-a-thon.
we havent even had sex yet. we were about to today, but we both worked, and i wanted to take a shower, lol. and plus, i was on my goddamn period, so it woulda kinda sucked.
well i think that this is all for now. i'm off to surf...