May 16, 2011 22:09
I don't want to finish that quote. But I don't see how we can do this. I've never loved another person so much as I love Michael. But one of us is going to have to make the biggest sacrifice and that person will end up resenting the other, possibly forever if he or she makes that sacrifice and we still don't make it work.
How can I make him understand that I can't come back there in February? I'm not saying for one minute that I want to stay here, there's 100 things that would have to change to keep me in Vietnam past... I'd say August 2012. But I can't go back to Jersey, I've come entirely too far to go back to Atlantic County.
When is enough enough? How do you make love stay? Why can't anyone ever answer these fucking questions?
"The reason people find it so hard to be happy is that they always see the past better than it was, the present worse than it is, and the future less resolved than it will be." marcel pagnol
in need of advice,
mike p,
love,
vietnam,
quotes,
future plans