doom of tuesdays
why is it always on tuesdays that john is upset about something? why is it that i always feel like i am just a huge burden on him...costing him money, taking up his space with myself and my 3 dogs, burning his time, stressing him out? i am not usually the main reason for him to be upset, but i know i don't help
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remember when you were humble? and you would consider living in a van? and you would consider sleeping on the beach overnight? and you would consider eating vegan or vegatarian as much as possible, even if you just had enough for a little patty or something?
the walks you took with the dogs for exercise. the park visits. the easygoing sleeping patterns you had? the hippie clothes where you were like 'who gives a fuck' instead of caring what your friends or other people thought of you?
lori, you are a free spirit. be a free spirit. if it kicks you in the ass, take the kick and keep smiling. kick back if you want to, but giggle when you do it.
man, i wish there was something i could say to take this feeling away. because i was like that. just like that. and i don't want you to feel or think you need to be that way.
take it easy,
~Casey
p.s.- call and if you ever want to eat somewhere and talk, i'm more than happy to meet somewhere.
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i just have to focus. the dogs won't know if they don't get the biggest most expensive bones...what they want is for me to relax and watch a movie so they can cuddle with me. they are always more content when i am relaxing...go figure!
thanks for the support though. just knowing you are truly being kind to me helps more than you know.
:)
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