Lost
I try to find myself on the basketball court but I just find even more problems when I'm alone on the court the memories of old haunt my mind and I just get even more lost in my sorrow or depression. I miss the days of battle and the rush of compettion. I felt alive in those moments now I just find myself wondering day by day and the sad part is that no one understands me. For a very long time my heart has been broken and yet I hold on to the belief that my time will come but it seems taht my time is never. I have waited for many things and still I have gotten nothing and everything at the same time. Honestly I have been blessed with family, friends, and health but I also have missed out on first love and happiness for as long as I remember I have been alone. True I have sisters and cousins but no one ever worries about me like someone who honestly knew me. I keep looking for that special girl and I thought I found her wen she took my breath away but life and faith took my opportunity away and ever since I saw that beautiful girl I have been just messing up any chance I could have ever had by being stupid and weird.