Blind spot checks
I'm not sure what's going on. It's as if the world is trying to bombard me with stupid shit! Ha paranoia i'm sure. Did I mention i'm no longer jobless? Indeed. So I make sandwiches now and deliver them too. Oooo. But it comes at a price of course. I'm now in debt to someone for getting me the job and although I know how i could repay it, I feel like it's gonna get me into trouble down the line. Manipulation is wonderful sometimes but it's a complicated process lol. I mean i'm not saying i'm not grateful for the job or anything. It's just like why do I now have to do something that has other ulterior motives hidden behind what's being asked of me. But I can't just do nothing cause then I get nothing out of it either. Ah but that's just my brain acting on impulse. I don't want anything to be honest, but it'd be nice. Or maybe i'm just underestimating my control on the situation! Yes. I can make this work. It's the sway in the voice that carries the winds to their destination. Hmm.
I think i'll stay passive through all this until I figure out something a bit more permanent. In the mean time everyone can have their fun since it's what they want.
I think i'll stay passive through all this until I figure out something a bit more permanent. In the mean time everyone can have their fun since it's what they want.