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Ugh.
I feel like connecting with someone. I just need to feel ssome kind of real ness with someone. It was there with james, but its like I can feel it fading. I don't know if he has just lost interest, or if hes decided he can just stop trying.
He won't let me visit him at his house.
He chooses not to come see me because he's playing video games, or he doesn't feel like getting dressed.
I really care about him, but I didn't just get out of a bad relationship to be complacent in another.
I feel like connecting with someone. I just need to feel ssome kind of real ness with someone. It was there with james, but its like I can feel it fading. I don't know if he has just lost interest, or if hes decided he can just stop trying.
He won't let me visit him at his house.
He chooses not to come see me because he's playing video games, or he doesn't feel like getting dressed.
I really care about him, but I didn't just get out of a bad relationship to be complacent in another.