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[ripyouopen]

It's strange, feeling so cut off. I look back on the days when we were inseparable... that is, until we were separated. It hardly seems like something worth persuing anymore, but the thought of giving up on a friendship sickens me. I don't even know if she reads this anymore. I mean, why bother, right? I have nothing important to say, right? I don't know. I feel like such a coward that I have to resort to making an indirect journal entry, and a public one at that. But.. when she won't respond to my messages and only ever ims me when she need something, I just.. I can't bring myself to pick up the phone or instant message her myself. Maybe she'll understand. I hope so.

♥thunderstorms that shake the house♥