Still confused
Still confused but feeling better. I think. I go through periods where everything is fine and spiffy and come night or time when I can think by myself I get sad. I miss him. I wonder if he misses me.
But, still confused.
Ive never experienced this sort of confusion.
I want to speak to him.
I want to see him.
I love him.
Missing him makes me feel ill.
But I dunno. Maybe I need to figure things out.. but I don't know what to figure out.
I am going to give it as much time as I can. I won't act on impulse this time.
Maybe in a few weeks I won't miss him at all.
Or maybe I will get my mind in order.
Wish I had someone who could relate...
But, still confused.
Ive never experienced this sort of confusion.
I want to speak to him.
I want to see him.
I love him.
Missing him makes me feel ill.
But I dunno. Maybe I need to figure things out.. but I don't know what to figure out.
I am going to give it as much time as I can. I won't act on impulse this time.
Maybe in a few weeks I won't miss him at all.
Or maybe I will get my mind in order.
Wish I had someone who could relate...