death will beseech u
i am so lost. i dont know what to do. im so sad, im a fucking wreck. the saying that u dont know what u got until its gone is so so true. i fucking hate the decisions i make. but amy might be right, cuz im sure there are guys out there. i ahve yet to go fishing.....
yesterday, me and dave tried to talk in person. we were both in decent moods so i thought he would say yes to try and work it out. and out of instinct i hugged him. i missed it so much. he kissed me, which really got my hopes up. then after night school he told me no, he was sick of being hurt. i almost shit myself. HES SICK OF BEING HURT?fuck that.i cried. a hell of a lot. i was sad. how could he kiss me, tell me he loves me and then just say fuck it all. two years wasted, the best 2 years i could have spent doing other stuff.frickin a.im a basket case right now. i need some ritalin.dave wants me to follow him to colorado to show him my love. how the hell am i supposed to do that. my van cant even make it to detroit without dying.i yiyi.
and i heard a song that fits my situation perfectly.its that right here song by staind.
single sara
yesterday, me and dave tried to talk in person. we were both in decent moods so i thought he would say yes to try and work it out. and out of instinct i hugged him. i missed it so much. he kissed me, which really got my hopes up. then after night school he told me no, he was sick of being hurt. i almost shit myself. HES SICK OF BEING HURT?fuck that.i cried. a hell of a lot. i was sad. how could he kiss me, tell me he loves me and then just say fuck it all. two years wasted, the best 2 years i could have spent doing other stuff.frickin a.im a basket case right now. i need some ritalin.dave wants me to follow him to colorado to show him my love. how the hell am i supposed to do that. my van cant even make it to detroit without dying.i yiyi.
and i heard a song that fits my situation perfectly.its that right here song by staind.
single sara