.::.The Effed upness all over.::.
So like i know its been a million years since i updated and i know not many of my friends read this..but hey sometimes you just gotta write. Well ryan is gone now...has been for about 2 weeks....still hasnt hit me totally yet...and i am not looking forward to when it does. Alisha is going through so much right now too and i just wish i could be there for her more, i love her to death and she keeps puttin herself down too...she has the worst self esteem...stupid grandmother of hers. I dont talk to Jordyn anymore. I was talkin to Robert Nance again and everything but that boy and his damn lies thinking he can get away with all this shit...he finally left jessica hair but now the bastard is datin jessica wallace again....AND LYING TO ME ABOUT IT!!! i tried tellin him i STILL have MANY friends down there and can find out just about ANYYTHING that i want to about him but does he listen? NOOOOOO!!! of course not why would he? so i dont really want to talk to him now. There's this freshman brandon at school and he is pretty cute and all..but i unno..we are better friends...but then there is this other robert...and he is pretty cute and we flirt like crazii...and then john was hittin on me double time today in 6th....and then there is Chris online so...hmm to many boiz!! Meagan and Jessica T. are like my bestest buddies @ Granite...so its pretty good. I made friends fast! i absolutely LOOOOOOOOOOVE my 1st period class [life skills] they are all soooo sweet...i love TA'in for them...i am gonna do it 3rd period too next semester. I think maybe things are gettin a lil better *knock on wood*. well i am gonna go for now.
<33
Ashalee
<33
Ashalee