Catching up....
It's been a while since I made an entry. This morning I'm supposed to paint, but I thought I'd steal a moment to catch up. I'm back at school. Having trouble with one of my team members. She's not all that happy being at school and is really flaking out on me. Hopefully, next class I'll be in a new team. I can't understand how someone can pay so much for something they don't really want to do...
It's been crazy catching up since I got back from Seattle. Having some really down moments. I was afraid to go back. Afraid I'd be immersed in what I've lost. Get hit with the reality of what I can't have. See totally what might never be. And yep, pretty much got it like a two by four square in the face. Why can't we have parts of the old life and give up the parts that don't work? Why is life sometimes an all or nothing?
Oh well, building is good, too. Just keep working hard and don't think too much. Find those new dreams. Pray a lot.
Having twenty people over the Thanksgiving. That'll keep me busy for the weekend. My little place should be rocking and rolling! Wish the kids were here.
It's been crazy catching up since I got back from Seattle. Having some really down moments. I was afraid to go back. Afraid I'd be immersed in what I've lost. Get hit with the reality of what I can't have. See totally what might never be. And yep, pretty much got it like a two by four square in the face. Why can't we have parts of the old life and give up the parts that don't work? Why is life sometimes an all or nothing?
Oh well, building is good, too. Just keep working hard and don't think too much. Find those new dreams. Pray a lot.
Having twenty people over the Thanksgiving. That'll keep me busy for the weekend. My little place should be rocking and rolling! Wish the kids were here.