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Nov 11, 2005 21:25

swallowed up in a world full of misery where life is full of pain
sinking down in the ground with no hope ahead
feeling gloomy inside as my heart breaks in pieces
looking at life in a new perspective now, looking outside the frame
i remember a time when life was much harder then this
but it seemed easier for some reason to get over it
to ignore the pain
to walk around it and never feel at all
sometimes i wonder if its better never to feel
because then you never get hurt. noone wants to hurt
i dont want to hurt
sometimes it feels better to lie, bc the truth is never good
but then the lies hurt you too cuz you realize its all fake
i remember a time when all i wanted was to be loved by someone
and for someone to love me back
now i look back and think how childish that want was
and now i wish i could take it back
i hear people say its better to have loved and lost then never to have loved at all
and i know those people have never lost then, or loved for that matter
cuz id rather have never loved at all
id rather have been numb to all the emotions in the human mind
then to feel the way i feel now
alone,empty,sad,mad and everything else that goes through my head
sadness envelopes me and takes me to a dark place
a place where noone wants to be, but somehow we all get there
a place where life hurts a little less
where everyone else feels the same as you do
and you find a little comfort in knowing everyone else is as miserable as you
life is full of challenges that im tired of facing
id rather live the rest of my life alone then to sit here
on this starry night alone, thinking about the love i lost
and my life full of regrets
so heres to love...
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