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Nov 11, 2005 21:25

broken up deep inside, not sure why i let myself get this way
this bottle of vodka is my only friend it seems, the pain it never ends
life isnt life to me iunless i have you
wish i knew another way, i dont know what to do
said id never let a man control my life, id control my own
but then i fell in love with you i gave you all my soul
you stomped on it the day you left, and now i am this way
seems like you dont care,cuz you have nothing to say
the bottles getting low, as i drink my cares to oblivion
seems this is the way i heal how i make myself live again
one day you will miss me, one day you will come back
and ill tell you lifes a motherfucker isnt it, that you can kiss my ass
god im so bitter, i cant seem to stand myself
funny how that is but i blame noone else
i blame noone for my stupidity, my dream of being loved
im so stupid thinking that i could ever be loved
im so naive for beleiving it was possible for me
cuz although i maybe beautiful outside, inside im ugly
1 shot 2 shots drunker by the minute
wish you were here then i wish i didnt
i hate myself for becoming so involved that something wasnt true
i hate myself for giving in the day that i met you
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