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I just don't know what's going on in my life anymore. I don't know where I'm headed and I don't know who will be around in the next year.
I can't stop thinking about college being over and all the things I wish I would have done. All the things I should have done and all the things I know I shouldn't have. If there could be one thing I would change, it would have been to be friends with Pam sooner. the majority of my first semester here, I just sat in my room while my room mate hooked up with random guys and I did nothing.
There is so much going on right now, and it's not that any of it is bad per say, it's just not what I want right now. There is something out there, that is perfect for me, and I know it exists, but it's a matter of finding it.
I don't know where any of this is going really. It's 2something in the morning and I should be in bed, but like I said I can't turn my brain off.
Maybe when I'm home I can relax and just be happy, or something along those lines.
I can't stop thinking about college being over and all the things I wish I would have done. All the things I should have done and all the things I know I shouldn't have. If there could be one thing I would change, it would have been to be friends with Pam sooner. the majority of my first semester here, I just sat in my room while my room mate hooked up with random guys and I did nothing.
There is so much going on right now, and it's not that any of it is bad per say, it's just not what I want right now. There is something out there, that is perfect for me, and I know it exists, but it's a matter of finding it.
I don't know where any of this is going really. It's 2something in the morning and I should be in bed, but like I said I can't turn my brain off.
Maybe when I'm home I can relax and just be happy, or something along those lines.