Sep 14, 2004 22:49
this state of confusion has hit. i give in to any of it and all of it to easy, im sick of the wrong picks. have i got my hopes for nothing am i working for a lost cause and if i am please stop. so as i tasted that possible death today i thought what the fuck do i live for anyways and i just kept forcing the terrible taste down my throat. i didnt look back and i wont. i see flashes of life in the corner of my eyes and then its gone so i think i will just eat some more poison and wait. for the hit.