PLAYBOY MUMMY

[riotgrrlhotel]

Although I was throrougly mentally prepared for all this - nearly 39, one in five pregancies don't make it-  it hasn't stopped me feeling a nasty little monochrome cornucopia of feelings. My fault. My fault for leaving it so long. (Yeah, didn't get much of a choice in that.) Guilt.Disappointment. Abruptly being almost literally thrown around the

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[lizbee]

I'm so sorry. I can't even imagine what you're feeling right now.

[riotgrrlhotel]

Thanks Liz. It's hardest because I feel like people are comfortable with putting up death notices for people, celebrities and pets..but I feel if I mentioned miscarriage, it would be 'TMI'. It's a weird kind of grief that for whatever reason, makes you feel you have to keep it secret. But it matters that you thought of me. Thanks <3

[lizbee]

My mother suffered several miscarriages, and she encountered the same problem. Being Catholic, she wound up dedicating a lot of Masses.

[riotgrrlhotel]

Not really an option for me! But thanks for thinking of me.

[lizbee]

Yeah, it's a shame there are no secular versions.