In the year 2005 I resolve to:

Start a cult.

Get your resolution here

can you tell me why?

its what I've been searching for.

I need a lot of love, or an even larger amount of drugs, to bring me out of this mood. this rut.

this godforsaken lifestyle.

I want to be pure again. I wonder what an overdose of cocaine feels like.

today I decided school was not a good idea, so I declared a holiday, and it feels like boredom.

I accomplished nothing today. except updating this demon of a web service. today I am filled with a certain amount of contempt for myself.

greenish-brown female sheep.

sometimes I wish you'd just say something. let me know how it really is, and out of this misery that is show business.

I constantly test myself on emotional and mental strength, these games are damaging to my health. I'm distant because I'm strong enough to be.

I'm a fucking idiot. it will do you all well to realize this now ( Read more... )

because it is only poetry keeping me here.

"I speak for the girl who knows which way
to turn the razor at a wrist"

and I thought I could push this down, make it go away.

just know I'm trying okay? and I will until you tell me it's fine to feel this way.

whats up with setting the clocks back with out informing me? I so could have gotten an extra hour of sleep without feeling like I was wasting the whole day ( Read more... )

how hot is it that Kym can now tap into my thoughts with the help of nothing more than a double mouse click and webaddress? so hot.

livejournal is the devil.

fuck you bitches.

oi. she's still cute though. hey kym, guess what, you're still cute!

so glad I deleted that last entry.

The Grudge tonight with Melinda. actually had some fun, some laughs, some time away from things ( Read more... )