For months, maybe years, I've been telling myself I'm ok.  That my self-esteem is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much better now than it was in my 20's.  That I like myself so much better now than I did in my 20's.  Maybe that is partially true;  there is something to be said for getting older.  You're less like to put up with ( Read more... )

Remember those nonsense posts from a few days ago saying I'm not going to let anyone control my emotions and I don't beg anyone for their friendship??

Lies.  Dirty, filthy lies.

Apparently I AM the doormat everyone makes me out to be.  Leopard can't change it's spots and all that....

Spent the evening playing the love guru.  Who's going to help me? 

A bitter and angry post!  Who'd have thought...

I'm getting really, REALLY tired of people letting me down.  I'm tired of giving people the benefit of the doubt only to have it come back and bite me in the ass.  This is life, I realize, but this one really hurt.   Never saw it coming and from the last person I would have expected it from.  I hate ( Read more... )

...about those Ducks?  Are playing out of their minds.  I couldn't be happier for them.  It took me about .1000000000000000 seconds to fall in love with this team after Whit got there and I don't feel the least bit guilty about it.  I realize I haven't had the benefit of seeing them all season, but damn do they have some heart.  They've just been ( Read more... )

God Bless you, Mr. President!

Thank you,
formerly disenchanted American

an aside.....................
I HATE FOX NEWS!! 

As of Wednesday, I'm rejoining the ranks of the gainfully employed!!  Thank God.....longest two months of my life!

Maybe now the time until training camp starts will go by faster, since I won't be watching EVERY SECOND OF THE DAY pass on the clock =/   It's sickening how much I've missed hockey; I'm honestly very disappointed with myself.  I think I ( Read more... )

 It seems the only time I write in this thing is when I'm pissed off about something or horny.  Inexplicably, I feel like writing even as I am delightfully mellow and frigid.  I'm sure it will pass soon....

The last few weeks have been a nightmare at work (and this is different than any other time HOW exactly?)  Well, my dept manager ABANDONED me ( Read more... )

 Facts about NJ
If you've ever lived in Jersey...you'll appreciate this!!!
New Jersey is a peninsula.
Highlands, New Jersey has the highest elevation along the entire eastern seaboard, from Maine to Florida.
New Jersey is the only state where all of its counties are classified as metropolitan areas.
New Jersey has more race horses than Kentucky.
New ( Read more... )

Meh, what a crappy 24hrs.  Went to Hyundai yesterday with Fatima and Jerry to get a deal on my car.  Got nothing but jerked around.  wasted over an hour there, then the guy has the nerve to call me at work 5 mins before I have to leave to give me an offer $2000 less than what I was looking for.  Thanks for nothing, pal.  I know what my car is worth ( Read more... )