Isn't college a bit... disappointing? It's highly overrated. But don't worry, like I always say, you'll figure out what you want to do in life. Nothing should ever be set in stone.
I would say "I'm not paying to be in the 13th grade" but... er... actually, I'm NOT paying to be in the thirteenth grade.... so I guess if the state wants to pay me to accumulate credits, that's fine with me.
I hope that I can continue to be more than just data. You are the greatest thing to ever happen to me, and I really want to keep this up. Don't feel that you have to change because of me, though. I don't want you coming down to virginia to go to college just for me, I'd feel really guilty. Although, I know your current discomfort with living in new jersey suggest you should make a move. I've got so much mixed emotions about ou going to rowan for so long. My selfish side hopes that you get turned down, so you can come down here sooner. I know, it's horrible. Maybe I'm just really selfish. I guess I hate not having you around already. WoW has served to distract me from the loneliness. Also, I think it will help me pass the time when I can't talk to you. Oh, my mom yelled at me for having a $180 cellphone bill, so I think we need to find a way to fix that problem ;_; You need the interweb at your house! Teamspeak is teh <3. Feel loved. This is the first time I've touched livejournal in quite some time...
I had a lengthy reply to this, but the net here is crap. Here's the gist of it...
Everything that I do I do out of my own free will and with no regret. I may not be proud of the things that I have done, but regardless I did them and without that experience I would be a different person.
Furthermore, I am a human being for all intents and purposes thus I am bound by some undiscovered law of physics to make mistakes and to do stupid things.
Now, seeing as I am bound to do stupid things, I would rather do the things that I think are worthwhile than sit around and do nothing, afraid that something bad may happen or that I will be hurt.
I'm working on the net, I promise. It is just going to take a little more time.
You can't force my hand on anything. If I don't want to do something, I won't. I can take care of myself.
I have to get out of here one way or another, and I can't think of anywhere I would rather go. It may not be perfect, but at least it is a start... things may change, but i'll deal with it when it happens.
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Everything that I do I do out of my own free will and with no regret. I may not be proud of the things that I have done, but regardless I did them and without that experience I would be a different person.
Furthermore, I am a human being for all intents and purposes thus I am bound by some undiscovered law of physics to make mistakes and to do stupid things.
Now, seeing as I am bound to do stupid things, I would rather do the things that I think are worthwhile than sit around and do nothing, afraid that something bad may happen or that I will be hurt.
I'm working on the net, I promise. It is just going to take a little more time.
You can't force my hand on anything. If I don't want to do something, I won't. I can take care of myself.
I have to get out of here one way or another, and I can't think of anywhere I would rather go. It may not be perfect, but at least it is a start... things may change, but i'll deal with it when it happens.
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