Lost in coma where its beautiful

Jan 18, 2006 13:08

I... don't want to be here anymore.

I think I'm going to try to transfer to virginia after my first year at rowan. I'm pretty much sure of it now. I don't want to stay here anymore.

I feel weird. I started classes today. I was only in my first class for five minutes. He made us fill out a form, he handed us a packet, and said he'd see us on friday. I'm really dissapointed. I'm nervous to see what fun Public speaking holds.

So Brooks started playing WOW yesterday and he wants me to play it with him... I don't know, I'm not big on MMOs, not after RO... I don't want that to happen again with something else. I'm tired of being the real world Tsukasa. No fun. Once I get the internet at home again, I guess I'll give WOW a shot, though.

Yeah... I've decided that I don't want to dress this way anymore. Idunno. I've decided I'd prefer it if people didn't take one look at me and peg me as an idiot stoner.

Apparently I don't laugh enough... I've become kinda... idunno, high strung? That last relationship was very very bad for me ._. man, talk about a poisonous individual. Things will get better from here. I have found a way out. I am going to escape New Jersey, one way or another.

I'm not going to LARP anymore. I've decided its best to stop avoiding reality, and that I don't want to be someone else. There's nothing wrong with the life that I do have, so I'm going to focus on that instead of on Kubei. There are plenty of nice people in the world.

Everything is going to be alright. I have a class at two and then I can go home. I should probably buy the english books before I leave, though. Nyan.

It is strange... someone who was only data until this point in my life has become so prominant.

I used to dream in digital...
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