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I may have had a paranormal experience last night. It was around 1:30 and I turned off my light to go to sleep. Then I heard what I thought was someone driving past the house with their radio up, but it didn't go away. It turned into a kind of strange screeching, sort of like an animal, or maybe like a door or doorknob squeaking. I sat up in bed and there was a big silver flash outside that lit up my window. I turned the light on and went into the hall and looked down the stairs, out the front door. I didn't see anything. The dog wasn't whining or barking or anything, like he would have if there was something there. Strange. I guess it could have been the meteor shower, too.
I spent a lot of the summer being really hungry, being excessively tired and obsessed with myself, feeling lazy and feeling sorry for myself. Of course, in the last three weeks before school starts again, I've gotten myself tangled into many different obligations. I cannot complain about this. I got a new job doing insurance, and one doing personal assisting, and both of them make me very stressed out because I'm terrified I will make a mistake. I need to be busy because I can't enjoy my down time unless I feel I've 'earned' it. I've gotten a lot of good auditions lately and I feel like I'm making some headway- I hope a year from now I can reflect on some new successes. I had a really great season (I tend to think of years in terms of theater seasons anymore- which is kind of pathetic.)
I quit smoking again, for a little over two weeks, but Monday I broke down. Yesterday I bought a new pack. My big audition that I need to be at best voice for is September 2nd. I made a pact with God that I would not smoke until afterwards.
I spent a lot of the summer being really hungry, being excessively tired and obsessed with myself, feeling lazy and feeling sorry for myself. Of course, in the last three weeks before school starts again, I've gotten myself tangled into many different obligations. I cannot complain about this. I got a new job doing insurance, and one doing personal assisting, and both of them make me very stressed out because I'm terrified I will make a mistake. I need to be busy because I can't enjoy my down time unless I feel I've 'earned' it. I've gotten a lot of good auditions lately and I feel like I'm making some headway- I hope a year from now I can reflect on some new successes. I had a really great season (I tend to think of years in terms of theater seasons anymore- which is kind of pathetic.)
I quit smoking again, for a little over two weeks, but Monday I broke down. Yesterday I bought a new pack. My big audition that I need to be at best voice for is September 2nd. I made a pact with God that I would not smoke until afterwards.