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rinoa_mew

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Feb 16, 2006 20:36

More and more I feel like I am just not good enough, that I am doing everything wrong and that I am not needed. I want to do and say the right things for Andy, but I feel like I am just being a big dissapointment to him. I feel like I am just wrong, I really want to do better. A little bit of positive reinforcment from him would be good. There ( Read more... )

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fields4mint February 17 2006, 04:22:41 UTC

Something I love doing with Todd is just sitting down and curling up against him watching old movies that we've both seen before, but maybe haven't seen in a long time ( ... )

rinoa_mew February 17 2006, 04:57:51 UTC

Unfortunatly it has to be done out side of the house, mostly because Andy is so in love with his computer. When the comp is involved I am mostly invisible and the way he sits when he is on it I can't rest my head in his lap (I have tried and failed miserably several times). I like the mall idea, but Andy hates malls for some odd reason. He likes snuggling in bed and watching TV but that bothers my back. I am so upset that I can't find anything that we can both do.

Ok so I exaggerate a lot, but seriously, I demand more attention and kisses.

sacredneko February 17 2006, 05:51:29 UTC

I guess I do a lot of the same stuff Becca does - walk around malls or Target, play video games, watch movies ( ... )

rinoa_mew February 17 2006, 16:33:34 UTC

The butterfly pavillion sounds wonderful, its been forever since I have been there, plus it will give him a chance to tease me about spiders.

I just have to be careful if I shut the screen, I don't always know my own strength.

lilacwire February 17 2006, 16:16:07 UTC

It really worries me that you have to compete for attention with the computer. I dated someone who wouldn't get off the computer when we spoke on the phone (and this was a consistent thing, not something that only happened a few times). I told myself after that that I wouldn't date anyone who couldn't un-distract himself 90% of the time for me and I haven't since. It's been nice ( ... )

rinoa_mew February 17 2006, 16:31:23 UTC

I really like those ideas, especially the dinner, I think I might have a chance for that this weekend.

lilacwire February 17 2006, 16:32:07 UTC

I love making dinner with Mike since it gets us both in the room together and focused on the same project. He enjoys cooking on a level I never could, so it's a win-win situation.