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More and more I feel like I am just not good enough, that I am doing everything wrong and that I am not needed. I want to do and say the right things for Andy, but I feel like I am just being a big dissapointment to him. I feel like I am just wrong, I really want to do better. A little bit of positive reinforcment from him would be good. There
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You can try and find the free days for the places like the Denver Zoo, museum, butterfly pavilion, etc... you could probably look those up online. Usually on a couple weekends a year each place has a free admission day if Andy's up to it.
You can always just enjoy hanging out in parks (swingsets under starlight, yay!), or walking through downtown Littleton/Denver areas. You can go to a park and try and play some games or something - find an old basketball or something and just mess around. Even if it doesn't sound cool, it's something little kids would like... and if you just let yourself get out there and do things, you would probably end up enjoying your time even if it isn't the "ideal" thing to do.
And you should just shut the laptop screen some days - demand attention. You have every right (and it's expected) to do so. If you tell him you feel second to the computer, he should take some time away from it for you. I've had other people say the same things about boyfriends making them feel less important than the computer - just assert yourself and say it's bugging you a bit and you want him to make you feel happy and girlfriendy. There's game time, and there's girl time. Maybe bring a board or card game /to/ him, and ask him to play with you since you want to do more things with him.
Have a good day tomorrow, hun.
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I just have to be careful if I shut the screen, I don't always know my own strength.
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