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Once again it has been too long since I've posted here and I feel I only post here when I'm in need of venting. Which maybe is how LJ is serving my needs, and thats ok.
Lately I've been stressed and busy and all sorts of choas, I feel like this is whirlpool in which I cannot see the end. I just keep spinning and spinning. Going to class, doing homework, rinse and repeat and then comes the weekends where I get a brief reprieve but it is merely a glimpse at that, my weekends end too quickly and I'm back to the hum drum of class, and homework. I think my problem is that I feel like I'm just drifting day to to day, I don't really feel anything unless it's the stress of a project or anger at my mother's naivety at her husband's relentless tearing down of her children.
I just want a stillness, a tranquility, peace, and I want these fucking hiccups to go the hell away!
Lately I've been stressed and busy and all sorts of choas, I feel like this is whirlpool in which I cannot see the end. I just keep spinning and spinning. Going to class, doing homework, rinse and repeat and then comes the weekends where I get a brief reprieve but it is merely a glimpse at that, my weekends end too quickly and I'm back to the hum drum of class, and homework. I think my problem is that I feel like I'm just drifting day to to day, I don't really feel anything unless it's the stress of a project or anger at my mother's naivety at her husband's relentless tearing down of her children.
I just want a stillness, a tranquility, peace, and I want these fucking hiccups to go the hell away!