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I can't believe it. It's done, over with.
I don't know what to do anymore. I never would have thought that he... he could do that.
Dammit, this shouldn't have happened. If only I stayed away, if I didn't have to do that stupid Valentines thing, maybe this wouldn't have occured and I'd still be living in my own perverse delusion.
Everything hurts too much.
People should just leave me alone.