don't touch me!

[rikura]

I just want to be left alone to sob in my own self pitty,
no attention to be givein just leave me alone
let me be bymyself to think about he past, confront my mistakes
don't hug me, touch me nothing just leave me be
i hate to be touched does anoyone relize this or do i need to scream it out loud!!
DON'T TOUCH ME!!!
If i want a hug i will ask or give, if you want to give me one ask
if i give a meek smile then please because that means i need one
a comforting one..yet noone can give me that
noone can lend a shoulder and hold me untill the trembleing stops
if only... I wish to be held in a warm embrace, comforted so that i may sob
and let some emotions out instead of bottleing them away, but no one i care for cares for me that way so i deal with it, and huddle in a dark corner at the back of my mind, trembeling near the brink of tears, waiting for that someone whom is willing to lend a shoulder, not use me, but instead actually love me...but no one does not like that...and i doubt anyone will..it's sad really but it's reality...my reality...one who loves and has no love returned...sigh

POEM!! FOR ALL THAT CAN'T TELL THE DIFFERENCE!