take of all your preppy clothes
Crazy ambitions obsess my mind, swirling in a void of emptyness yet hope shines past the crystal shards of ebony, shattering n'eath a dep dark surface unly to plumet 'neat icy waters creating a swirl of intoxicateing light of a yellow and green hue, I face a mirror to enrage the conflit with myself, gazeing into crystal blue orbs with a gray tint, swirls of yellow holding no blend gazeing back at me, empty of life yet full of pointless emotion, soft lips held in a tender pout, curve to form a fake smile as i replace my mask to step forth into the world for another day, and to what i do not know, why, i can not say, for the answers swirl in the abbys lost to me for now, traveling through rainy self doubt and sorrow, hail of greif and hatred, and still i carry on like a mother seeking only to protect and tend her young. Determind to make others have something to go on for, but then when i sit and take the time to think nothing happens, i find myself going in circles, i gave up on one and now i search endlessly in hope of another that can make me smile under the mask, not a friend...but alass in this guilt stricken world no such thing would come to mee, for many whom do not take pride in the good we have left use it twisting it from the inside out till it is warped to be like them if not worse...oh crule fate has fallen upon my shattered soul yet my spirit soars, searching endlessly, stupid jokes, bad attempts yet that matters not but what they mean for to happen is what counts, and for that i will smile, when i should find it. to all that take the time to notice my faded entity i thank you and smile neath my mask again to know you care enough to notice me yet do you really notice ME or just the mask? untill the answers come is shale seek and wonder and continue to wear this putrid mask...farewell for now.
POEM!! FOR ALL THAT CAN'T TELL THE DIFFERENCE!
POEM!! FOR ALL THAT CAN'T TELL THE DIFFERENCE!