Yus :3
I am alive! Last night I was running around the center of Sterling instead of going to the battle of the bands since only two sucky bands were playing. I got a pack of Marlboro Red's and a lighter! :D I am pretty happy right now. I told Zack I liked him but hung up before he could say anything after I told him. I dunno I just kinda freaked after telling him so the second after I told him I hung up. I am kinda stressed I smoked 4 cigs today probably shouldn't have....I smell like smoke. I am going to school tommorrow since people have convinced me to. I saw Colleen at the Whitney Feilds mall today as well. Me, Chib, Jess, and Jake hung out there for a little then came back to the house, played DDR. Now I am kinda dead but I have a giant craving to smoke and draw. I am not going to smoke though have done it too much today allready. I am kinda tired since I did not sleep much since my sister's fucking boyfriend had to call at 7 in the morning. I am so pissed at him now. I am talking on the phone with Billy and on my RPG game. Chibi is sleeping over till Wed. which is cool. We are also going to pick up my sister's boyfriend from the airport on Wed. then going to the Boston aquarium. He is 18 and lives in Virginia, and they met online and are meeting in person for the first time Wed. I don't really want to get dragged to an aquarium early in the morning. If I don't go Ryan will buy me a pack of smokes though so I have not decided what to do yet. Whatever I am going to go watch TV since my back hurts from the computer chair. Toodles!