[Fic] Kiss me again?
Title : Kiss me again?
Pairing : Akame
Rating : PG-13
Genre : romance, fluff
Beta by : none
Disclaimer : I don't own anything but the story
Summary : Kazuya had never expected that his first kiss will happened with a boy. The worst, apparently he did it with his most admired senpai from the soccer club, Akanishi Jin.
A/N : I'm just extremely happy so let me treat you guys with this sugary-fluffy story ♥
Kamenashi Kazuya couldn't believe if his first kiss was happened with a boy and he pretty sure that he wasn't a gay. It was true that he didn't have a girlfriend and currently had no intention to find one. But he couldn't accept any theory which declared that he was indeed a gay. Yet strangely, the soft lips that his senpai had and how the older tasted so sweet when his tongue slipped inside his mouth still lingered on Kazuya's lips. It definitely drove him crazy.
He fidgeted in front of the soccer club's room door, hesitant if he should attend the club today so he just stood there nervously because he didn't want to meet with a certain person and the latter was the one who stole his first kiss yesterday. Well... maybe it wasn't his senpai's fault completely.
But still...
Kazuya buried his face inside his palms in attempt of hiding his blushing cheeks as he recalled yesterday accident.
And then he saw him, his senpai walked casually wearing his usual charming smile with the other soccer club's members around him before finally he locked his eyes on Kazuya's, made the boy blushed redder if it's possible. Kazuya hurriedly ran away ignored his senpai and others that calling out his name.
"What's wrong with him?" Ueda Tatsuya commented, convinced with the others agreement upon seeing how Kazuya behaved strangely just now.
"It's so unusual seeing him acted all shy like that. Any idea, Jin?" Tanaka Koki who stood beside Tatchan poked the soccer club's leader, Akanishi Jin, who suddenly stunned on his way.
Jin swiftly gathered himself, smiled awkwardly toward Koki as he shrugged. "I don't know. Maybe...?"
"What do you mean with maybe?" Koki eyed him curiously.
Jin startled and immediately shook his head. "Nothing." He replied while waved both of his hands to convince his answer, turn around and quicken his steps.
Hence Jin's mind wandered back to the yesterday accident.
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Yesterday, 04.15 p.m at Soccer Club's Room
"Kame-chan, be careful!"
Jin lifted his head and worriedly watched his kouhai stepped the ladder. Jin barely entered the soccer club's room and greeted by Kazuya which in his effort to reach documents in the uppermost shelf. Kazuya just waved his hand with an innocent smile, totally ignored the fact that the rusty ladder trembled beneath him.
Jin couldn't stay still on his place, hurriedly held the ladder tightly so his favorite kouhai will not fall from the height. "What are you looking anyway?" Jin said, eyes followed every steps Kazuya took.
"I want to make a scrapbook. It will contain the journey of our soccer club from past years till now. I need the documents for it and apparently somebody stored it above, didn't appreciate our history at all." Kazuya answered while pouted hugely at the last sentence, currently shifted a big dusty box and began to observe things inside the box.
After hearing Kazuya's explanation, Jin chuckled soundlessly, averted his gaze on the floor to hide his face from the younger. What a cute way of thinking! Jin quite sure nobody in this club bothering about that kind of thing, especially considering that it was a soccer club, where all the members were boys who usually didn't care with other but kick the ball and running at the field. Even their manager and also the only female in the club, Nishino Ai, seems already too busy for taking care of the whole members to think about making a scrapbook.
"Akanishi-senpai, please help me." Kazuya pleaded, awaken Jin from his thoughts and he hurriedly lifted his head. He blinked in confusion and absentmindedly asked "What?" before he saw Kazuya carelessly dropped some books and commanded him to gather all of the books.
"It's dangerous!" Jin complained, referred to the way Kazuya dropped the books and the other files as free as throwing a garbage, made the older from the two ran back and forth while panting hard. Kazuya just laughed, even louder when he glanced at his senpai who struggled below him.
Jin sulked hearing how Kazuya laughed at him. He was the senior anyway. Why it seems like Kazuya was the older one? Jin was too occupied with his job and his annoyance for noticing Kazuya that stepped down slowly from the ladder, made the rusty ladder trembled badly as Jin wasn't there for steadying it. Some seconds later, a high-pitch shriek echoed inside the room and surprising the older. The taller boy quickly threw all the books in his hands and ran toward the younger who slipped in his way, losing all of his balance.
Shit, I fall...
That was the boy's last mental note before he shut his eyes tightly while preparing himself to be hurt by falling from the height. He expected a bad outcome as his slim figure landed on the ground yet instead of landed on the hard floor, he felt a bigger figure support himself beneath, arms securely wrapped his body and something dry but soft sealed on his cherry lips.
Slowly, Kazuya opened his eyes, still in the same position and he began to realize that those arms still embraced him so tight, his hands pressed the broad chest for support and his lips was rested on Akanishi Jin's plump one.
Wait. What was that? Was he kissed his senpai just now?
Kazuya blinked in bewilderment and as soon as the realization hit him he pulled himself from those luscious pair of lips but just to be catch once again by Jin's strong arms, buried themselves for another kiss. Jin closed his eyes in order to feel the kiss more and Kazuya could only blinked in confuse. He gasped when he felt the sleek muscle licked his bottom lip and Jin's tongue swiftly slipped inside, not wasting any time for prying Kazuya's lips open. The kiss became hotter as Jin swept Kazuya's mouth and felt Kazuya's sweet taste that reminded him with strawberry, tickled the roof of Kazuya's mouth that made the younger moaned softly. Involuntary the smaller boy let himself fused with the kiss, battling for dominance with the latter's tongue while his hands caressed his senpai's chest tenderly.
He didn't know if Akanishi Jin was such a good kisser.
What?
Kazuya abruptly opened his eyes tho strangely he still entangled his tongue with Jin's as his body already became addicted with those lips even though his mind totally against the idea. He watched how Jin closed his eyes and enjoying the kiss, tilted his head for seeking a better access. The view rendered his cheeks blushed madly and this time the brown-haired boy harshly pulled himself from the older, leaped in shock and Kazuya's trembling hand crept slowly to touch his now slightly swollen lips.
On the other hand, Jin's face was flushed red after he realized that he kissed his kouhai and stupidly forced the younger for another (and apparently hotter) kiss tho Kazuya refused it at first. The sight of Kazuya that currently looked at him in horror also not helping at all. He felt so guilty.
"Kame-chan..." That's the only thing that came out from Jin.
Kazuya still stunned on his place, couldn't believe what was happened.
"Kame-chan, I'm sorry..." Jin stood up, walked forward and lifted his hand to caress the younger's hair like what he usually did but Kazuya slapped his hand hardly, going backward before he finally ran away. Jin also didn't missed how the younger eyes were all teary and it broke his heart so bad.
Jin ruffled his black hair and sighed heavily. His gaze fell on the floor as he muttered to himself.
"Stupid."
---
It's been three days since the said accident and Kazuya was nowhere at the club. The soccer club's members were worried over him and smelled something was wrong because Kamenashi Kazuya was the most determined and the cleverest one. His bright smile and slightly childish attitude always bringing the colors in the club, so everybody were missing him.
Especially Jin.
The leader already tried his best for searching the younger boy but Kazuya always avoiding him like he was a plague. Even when he mobilized the other members, they always came back with bad result, commented how strange Kazuya was and how the boy was very quiet lately. It only burdened the leader more. Looked like he was the one should be blame for making such a dazzling boy lost his smile and his cheerfulness.
Now his last hoped was directed on Nishino Ai, their manager. She promised she will talk to the younger boy and persuaded him to come back. She currently met the younger boy and Jin waited in the soccer club's room with huge anticipation, walked back and forth then sat down just to stood up and circled the table with face reflected anxiety.
When the door was opened revealing the manager, Jin swiftly stormed toward the girl and greeted the shock girl with an impatient "How?"
Ai shook head and Jin sighed. "Sorry Akanishi-kun. He said he need some times before he could attend the club again, though I don't really understand what was he mean."
Jin strode weakly toward the nearest chair and flopped down. His face was gloomy as his chin landed lazily on top of the table, eyes stared his front in blank. The gesture that the leader made rendered the girl frowned and began to think why Kamenashi Kazuya's absence could impacted Jin so badly as his life was fully depend on him.
Don't say that Akanishi-kun likes Kamenashi. They are... boys... Ai said inwardly. She startled when she realized what was she thought and cleared her throat.
"Ne, Akanishi-kun. What happened between you and Kamenashi?" Ai timidly asked.
Jin suddenly straighten himself and shifted uncomfortably.
"Do you..." Ai paused for a moment. Should she ask it? But curiosity won over her. "Do you like Kamenashi? I mean... do you love him?"
Jin choked with his own saliva and abruptly stood up. He gazed at the manager yet quickly looked away as he felt how his face redden in a speed record. "I-I should go... sorry..." Jin stuttered before he launched like a rocket and made Ai speechless.
Akanishi Jin definitely fell in love...
...and with a boy.
---
It was rainy day.
Kazuya stared the cloudy sky and extended his arm to feel the cold rain, wetting his right palm with it. He stood alone in front of the school building for taking a shelter. He was so stupid as he forgot to bring his umbrella. The students were leaved one by one but he still patiently stood there, waiting for the rain. He couldn't afford to catch a cold because he has an important math test tomorrow.
The rain seems didn't have any intention to stop even it became heavier than before. Kazuya glanced at his watch in annoyance, he should be at home right now and resting his body for awhile before he could study. And the rain destroyed all his perfect plan by continuously showered the earth. His lean body slightly shivered whenever the cold breeze blew on his sensitive fair skin. He couldn't imagine going back to home without an umbrella; his dry body already trembling badly because of the unfriendly weather so maybe he could freeze in a short time when his wet body meet even the slightest wind.
Kazuya watched how the rain created the ripples on the ground silently, too drown with the quiet atmosphere to notice somebody was there standing in a not so confident expression.
"Not bringing your umbrella?" A soft voice surprised the brown-haired boy.
Kazuya turned back and gaped, eyes widen in shock. There was Akanishi Jin stood behind him, back leaned against the wall and looked so cool as always. Kazuya's eyes fixated at the taller boy with his lips slightly ajar, feeling how he missed that charming smile that curved on Jin's handsome face and how that luscious lips tasted sweetly on his that day. Aware with what was he thought, Kazuya swiftly looked away in order to hide the shade of pink on his cheeks. He felt so embarrassed suddenly.
Jin, noticing the awkward moment between them opened his umbrella. He walked toward the smaller boy and tried to act as normal as he could. "I'll walk you home." Jin offered.
Kazuya insisted staring at the ground, feeling how his heart beating furiously. The closed distance between them also not helping at all and Kazuya swore he will run away if the weather wasn't as bad as now. How he should refuse Jin's offer? On the other side he badly wanted to agreeing the offer but his mind couldn't stop thinking about Jin's lips and how they kissed last time, tho he understood if it was wrong. He must be insane.
Jin coughed. He knew that Kazuya still felt uneasy about what was happened. Moreover, yesterday was mostly his own fault so the older should take the responsibility for making their relationship back to normal once again.
He grabbed Kazuya's hand that made the younger boy flinched in surprise and shoved his umbrella to Kazuya's palm who automatically held on it. Jin shot a faint smile before he slightly bowed.
"Use mine. Ja ne, Kame-chan." Jin bidding his goodbye and ran under the rain that immediately drenched his uniform, waving his hand to the shock boy cheerfully.
"A-Akanishi-senpai..." The words finally slipped from Kazuya's trembling lips.
But Jin already disappeared and leaved him alone.
Kazuya tighten his grip onto Jin's umbrella, weirdly felt guilty but warm at the same time. He took a step and welcomed the rain with a small smile plastered on his face.
---
Nervously, Kazuya peeked Jin's classroom with an umbrella held tightly in front of his chest. He swept the room with his gaze, searching Jin which seems nowhere before he jumped in surprise as Tatchan surprising him from behind.
"Kame-chan, hisashiburi!" Tatchan warmly greeted the boy who currently bowed to show his politeness.
"Hisashiburi, Ueda-senpai." Kazuya answered.
"Where have you been? We all worry about you and I bet you didn't know how Jin was all moody because you weren't around. You are his favorite kouhai anyway."
Kazuya blushed in response. Without he knowing the reason, he felt somehow happy for the said fact. Yet he swiftly remembered his main goal, stared at Tatchan's eyes in a serious face and asked him where was Jin right now.
"Sorry, Kame-chan. But Jin is currently sick so he absent for today's class. According to Koki, Jin is catch a cold. Maybe because yesterday rain? That baka surely forgot to bring his umbrella along, right Kame-chan?"
Tatchan lost all his expression as Kazuya was disappeared at a glance.
---
Kazuya half running and half walking hurried in his way. He sighed in relief soon when he saw Jin's apartment right before his eyes.
Kazuya couldn't stop blaming himself, feeling so guilty for what was happened. It was his fault if Jin became ill and skipped the class. It was also his fault for letting his senpai walking home in drenched because he was too stubborn to agree Jin's offer sharing the umbrella together. After all, Jin always acted all nice to him, treated him with so much care and kindness since the first time he entered the soccer club.
Maybe he should not thinking about the kiss seriously as it seems that Jin already tried his best to get in touch with him as the kiss was never happened.
As the kiss was never happened?
Kazuya smiled bitterly. A sudden sting made his heart felt uneasy and he continuously cursed himself. Why he should feel sad? He should be happy about it, right?
The boy's trail of thoughts were scattered in pieces as the door slowly opened, showing a miserable sight of his senpai who stood weakly with his hand pressed the wall for support, face was paled and Jin shot a dreary gaze.
"Kame-chan?" Jin voice was hoarse but there was a glimpse of disbelief in his dark orbs. Kazuya bowed deeply and curved an awkward smile. "Come in." Jin commanded. He turned back as he wanted to make some tea for the younger but his body was so weak and he stumbled on his way. Luckily, Kazuya was upon the alert and quickly grabbed the bigger body. Jin's body was hot and Kazuya's cheeks blushed because of the contact.
"Thank you." Jin feebly said, resulted Kazuya who nodded in response.
"Let me take care of you." Kazuya softly said.
Jin was too dazed to react as Kazuya already led him laid on his futon, wrapped the taller boy's body with the blanket before he ran to the kitchen. With his well-known cooking skill, Kazuya wearing the apron in one lightning move and made a vegetable porridge for his senpai a little bit in a hurry. Half an hour later, the dishes was done and he served it to Jin complete with a glass of water.
Jin smiled gracefully as his hand reaching the spoon but Kazuya's hand stopped his movement, made the boy stunned especially when he heard what Kazuya said next. "Let me feed you."
The older boy didn't complaint anything as soon as Kazuya fed him with a spoonful of vegetable porridge, blew some air to cool it down at first.
"Was it good?" Kazuya asked. His voice was soft and caring.
"Delicious." Jin commented. He was so glad having Kazuya there and cooked a delicious food for him. Besides most sick people's dish were plain and untasty.
Kazuya smiled upon hearing Jin's complimentary, continued feeding the older boy with a pink shades tinted on his cheeks. The sight made Jin had an urge to kiss those porcelain-like cheeks and he scolded himself for having such a thought. Some minutes later Jin's stomach was full and he drank the water with faced reflected satisfaction.
"What makes you come here?"
Kazuya nervously rubbed his neck before he answered. "I-I just want to return your umbrella."
"Only for that?" Jin once again asked. He eyed Kazuya intensely and made the younger's eyes wandered off. He was so confused and nervous hence he only nodded uncertainty and awkwardly stood up.
Kazuya gathered the bowl and the glass before placed it on the table. "Did you already took a medicine, Akanishi-senpai?" Kazuya questioned, busying himself by searching for some medicine.
"No. I took the last pill last night. I feel so weak to move my body even for just heading toward the nearest drugstore."
"Eh?!" Kazuya widen his eyes.
On the instant the younger boy kneeled for touch Jin's forehead, feeling Jin's heat that burned his skin and subconsciously a drop of tear slid from his eye. Jin surprised and quickly caressed Kazuya's hair, hushed the uneasiness that Kazuya had but it was all vain. The boy only sobbed louder, gaze fell on the floor as he noticed that he missed Jin's tender touch so bad.
"I'm sorry..." Kazuya muttered between his sobbed.
"You shouldn't." The older refused.
"No, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Kazuya insisted, this time he spoke louder, practically almost yell. "Why? Why you should be nice to me? You know what, it just make me feel totally confuse. I don't understand my own feeling. It so complicated and it is because of you." The younger boy blurted out.
Jin pulled the younger boy closer, forcedly hugged the boy and tighten his embraced when Kazuya struggled in his arms. When he felt the younger boy relaxed a bit, Jin loosened his embrace and stroked Kazuya's back lovingly, inhaled Kazuya's shampoo who smelled like a fresh apple mixed with Kazuya's perfume who smelled sweetly as vanilla.
"What makes you confuse, Kame-chan? Mind to tell me?"
Jin felt how Kazuya shook his head. The smaller boy was too shy to easily say that Jin almost drove him crazy with all of his attention since the first time they met, even worsen after he felt that soft lips Jin's had landed on his lips and apparently stole his very first kiss.
Getting no answer from his kouhai, Jin let go of his embrace. He held both of Kazuya's hands and placed it against his chest, eyes fixated at the beautiful face before he voiced out his thought.
"If you feel confuse, I do feel the same. And if you don't understand your feeling, I also feel the same. Maybe you think I'm a crazy, even I myself doubt my own sanity, but I think... I falling in love with you. When was it started, I don't know. It just happened naturally before I realized it but now I'm certain that I fall for you." Jin caressed Kazuya's chin before he continued. "I thought that it was a mistake because both of us got the same gender but I now understand that it is definitely true, the feeling that I have for you. And this feeling is so real, in fact growing stronger and stronger day by day. So, I will say it again... I love you, Kamenashi Kazuya."
He took a deep breath after his speech and sighed whether in relief or nervousness. Kazuya tighten his grip onto Jin's t-shirt while buried his face deeper on the broad shoulder and Jin couldn't conclude if it was a good sign or not. Probably Kazuya was shy. Jin was felt the same but he encouraged himself to speak the truth and there he was, throwing everything and made a confession. He guessed he should encourage the younger boy too.
"Kame-chan, what is on your mind?"
Kazuya shivered on his embrace.
"Tell me, will you?"
There was a sudden stillness for a brief time.
"K-kiss me again..." An awkward voice in a minimum volume audibled then, widen Jin's eyes in surprise. "A-Akanishi-senpai... p-please kiss me again." Kazuya said once again. He betted his cheeks were blushed furiously even redder than a tomato but that was the first thing that crossed his mind.
Jin couldn't help to smile widely and he slowly detached the smaller boy from his embrace. He lifted Kazuya's head by his crook finger and he leaned closer, titled his head to feel those cherry lips better. He sealed his lips on those pair of lips in a chaste kiss. So delicate and innocent. Some seconds later, Jin asking for permission in order to taste the younger boy more by slipped his tongue ploddingly into the slightly parted lips. Kazuya willingly opened his mouth, feeling the sensation of Jin's skillful tongue that played around his mouth and tasting everywhere. He moaned softly because of the tickling sensation and soon joined with Jin's sleek muscle in a battle of dominance. Sometimes Jin will nibbled on his bottom lip, sent shiver down his spine. The kiss was definitely blinding and he should tighten his embrace around Jin's shoulder for support.
When the air was urgently needed, both parted with each other and panting heavily, exchanging hot puff. Jin placed a loving kiss on Kazuya's forehead after his breath was calming down.
"Akanishi-senpai..." Kazuya calling out. "Actually that was thing that kept bothering me. But I guess... after you kissed me once again, I'm sure that I love you too." The smaller boy shyly confessed.
"So... you will be mine now?"
Kazuya nodded.
Jin smiled, feeling how happiness and relief mixed at the same time and drowning himself. Jin hugged the smaller boy and melted again into the intoxicating aroma that Kazuya had.
"Akanishi-senpai, are you feeling better now?"
"I am... because I got a kiss from you and it was enough." Jin lamely replied, made Kazuya chuckled because of that. "But Kazuya, stopped calling me Akanishi-senpai. It's Jin from now."
The smaller boy didn't answer. Calling the older just by his given name feeling so weird and impolite for him.
"Try it, Kazu. What's my name?"
"...J-Jin..." The boy hesitantly answered.
"Say my name once more." Jin commanded.
Kame did, this time sounded more confident than before. "Jin..." He calling out, eyes closed as he registered the name inside his mind. "Jin... Jin... I love you."
"I love you too." Said Jin while nuzzled into Kazuya's neck. "Kiss me again?"
And Kazuya gladly initiated himself by press a soft peck on the older lips. Jin watched that beamed on Kazuya's brown orbs that he missed so bad and grinned as Kazuya shot a sly smile on his face, pecking the older once again.
"Tease." Jin fakely sulked, eyes glinted in excitement tho.
"But you love me." Kazuya pouted cutely.
"And you love me too."
"So... kiss me again?"
And Jin did it, granting Kazuya's demand with a sweet and passionate kiss that they will exchange more often with each other starting from today.
♥ The End ♥
Minna... *waves* I'm here... (^ ^)
Actually after taking some break from writing and reading fanfic for awhile, my muse took her holiday quite longer than me so I really confused when I started to write my stories. I started with A Paradise at first, but my muse refuse to cooperate with me and resulted just about five paragraphs for the max each day (and my muse weirdly insisted Shimizu Shota's songs as soundtrack to accompany her). I continued my other fics but all was vain, now they are currently stuck in my document *dies*
But... I was so happy and this one is made in order to celebrate myself hahaha... (well, it's okay to celebrate myself with my own fanfic, right? Selfish me...) Why I made this celebration fic? First, my grades are out and with the result my mom will not be able to lecture me for my whole next semester, yay~! *is jumping* Next, you know after I wrote Honesty, I took a longer hiatus for the sake of my debate team and thankfully... we won the debate! Now I got my payback lol. *jumping again*
Finally, I got my total holiday which mean no classes and noooo university anymore for a month. Hope I'll be on my best mood soon and could write many fanfics before RL kick me hard again *sighed*
OMG I'M BABBLING HERE ON MY FIC (>/////<) JUST IGNORE IT, MINNA!!!
Anyway, did you like it? Comments are my cute ribbons~ ♥