[Fic] Sweet Mistake
Title : Sweet Mistake
Pairing : Akame
Rating : NC-17
Genre : romance, fluff, smut
Beta by : none
Disclaimer : I don't own anything but the story
Summary : The story started from a joint party. When in the early he planned to get a girl, not a boy.
A/N : Actually I didn’t really understand how goukon works in Japan. I just used dorama and manga as reference. Anyway just enjoy the story ♥
“Oi, Kame!”
Kamenashi Kazuya still focused with his book, not even bothered to turn back replying the voice. Yuuichi came closer pulling Kazuya’s shoulder to grab the attention from the younger. Kazuya lazily closed his book, glaring at Yuuichi in a bored face.
“What?” he asked unwillingly.
“Tonight we will have a goukon hold on usual bar. We invited the girls from other department too so it will be so much fun! You should join it, Kame. Please take some break from your study for awhile...” Yuuichi said. His eyes begged for an agreement.
Kazuya frowned. “Goukon? You mean... you ask me to attend a joint party?”
Yuuichi swiftly nodded and his face beaming more.
“And that’s also mean I should waste my time having some nonsense chit-chat and flirting around with some girls?” Kazuya said, emphasized the nonsense and flirting parts.
“Oh... Kame... is your head not gonna explode if you continue to study like crazy without any single break? We will have fun, I promise! Anyway didn’t you interested to have some fun with the girls and who knows you will be not single anymore tomorrow?” he tried to convince Kazuya.
“I don’t know. I just want to do something more worth it for my future. Not included the girls.”
“You can swallow all of your beloved books later, for God’s sake! You still have much time and everybody know how genius you are. Your knowledge will never gone from your brain only because of attending goukon and hang out with some girls. So please Kame, come join with us! Do it for your best friend, okay?”
Yuuichi is Kazuya’s best friend and though Kazuya actually didn’t want to attending it, he just couldn’t refuse Yuuichi’s request. Especially when Yuuichi begging with his puppy eyes and convincing him like that, it made refusing became harder and seems impossible.
So, without any excessive enthusiasm Kazuya nodded while saying, “Okay, this time I’ll go.”
Yuuichi grinned widely before he leaved Kazuya in his rabbity walk, couldn’t wait longer for tonight.
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“Kanpai!”
Everybody cheered, tossed their glass against each other before sipped their beer in one gulp. Everybody but Kazuya. The boy just shaking his glass quietly without any intention to drink it. He watched the liquid swirled before he finally sipped it down his throat as Yuuichi poked him because of what he did. The latter smiled widely when Kazuya drank it down.
“So guys, it’s the time to divide all of us into couples! And girls... please decide who’s you like to be your partner. Who want to choose first?” One of the guy that Kazuya knew studied at Accounting Department exclaimed and practically gathered the squeal of the girls that impatiently already waited their turn for the actual goukon’s menu. He glanced at Yuuichi and caught that his friend was too excited with the announcement. The annoying grin on Yuuichi’s face became worsen as finally a beautiful girl in her black outfit approaching him, smiled playfully while playing with her hair. Their eyes fixating at each other as if they were in their own dimension. Kazuya just rolled his eyes watching the scene.
Not a surprise if the brown-haired boy didn’t have a partner in the end because he shot every girl that tried to flirt with him with a piercing eyes. Even snapping their touches when the girls were lightly tried to seduce him. Moreover coincidentally the girls that participated in the goukon were unbalanced since one of them had a sudden appointment and couldn’t manage to come. Also Yuuichi said that there were a girl that stayed in a hospital because of her sickness.
Realization awaken Kazuya as he came up with what Yuuichi said before. Was it mean that there still another guy that suppose to come today?
Kazuya’s wonder soon answered when a figure of handsome man wearing a seemly expensive grey jacket stepped closer, lazily waved his hand to a boy that calling out his name.
“Oi, Jin! You late.” They were greeted this Jin-boy warmly and it was clear that this man is pretty popular.
Jin just gave them a slight smile and said “So what is remain for me?” with a tone that Kazuya thought as tired but pretended to be energetic.
The crowd were laughed loudly when Jin brought up the question. Kazuya could felt that some of them glanced at him before stared at Jin again back and forth. It made the boy didn’t feel comfortable especially when he imagined what might these people reply to Jin.
“Unfortunately Jin, the only one that remain for you is...” One of the boy suddenly gripped Kazuya’s wrist and dragged the surprised boy to Jin. The slender boy spontaneously flinched away when his back leaned against the taller boy’s broad chest as the result of unbalanced. “...Kamenashi Kazuya from the Computer Department. Have fun both of you, ne?”
People laughed mockingly and he could saw his best friend fused with the atmosphere, laughing so hard to make Kazuya thought that Yuuichi might choked sooner by his own beer because of his excessive response. Damn you Yucchi! Kazuya cursed inside his heart. What a cruel friend Yuuichi was, laughing above all of his suffering.
“I’m not a gay!” Kazuya yelled but nobody bother about. Yuuichi also didn’t help at all. He was too intoxicated with the damn girl beside him. Not mentioned the alcohol help that made Yuuichi forgot everything about his best friend. “Fuck you damn Yucchi!” Still with anger, Kazuya hissed to his soon ex-best friend before turned back and planned to leave the bar.
He didn’t notice his way and he harshly clashed with the taller boy behind him. Oh well... he forgot about this guy. The bigger boy weirdly chuckled and grabbed Kazuya’s arm to prevent him for running away.
“Akanishi Jin. Nice to meet you, Kamenashi Kazuya.” Jin introduced himself yet Kazuya’s shriek surprised Jin after that.
“I’m not a gay!” Kazuya shouted and freed his arm from Jin strong gripped.
“Do I look like I’m a gay?” Jin pointed out his face. Kazuya could only pouted and avoided Jin’s eyes. “They were the one that paired both of us together. Not because I am a gay.”
“Whatever...” Kazuya shrugged. Because the bigger boy blocking his way, Kazuya strode to the closest seat and flopped down. He ordered a glass of beer and reluctantly offered the drink toward Jin. Just thinking of it as his apologize for shouted to the other boy before.
The two of them sipped their beer quietly, let the loud music and people voices remained as back song. Though in the next minutes Jin began their conversation to break the silent. Quietness is definitely not his style.
“Why you didn’t find out your partner? There are some pretty girls, wasn’t it?” Jin asked as he wondered if it was a bit strange when there was no one who was interested with Kazuya. The slender boy beside him surely has a handsome face. Or more precise a beautiful face compared with all the girls that he was scanned today at the bar. Maybe they were jealous because this man could be so prettier, Jin thought while suppressed his chuckle cause of the thought. Why he could thinking about that anyway?
“I didn’t interested with this kind of thing. I ignored them just like the wind.” Kazuya replied while sipped another gulp to his throat.
“Whoaa...” Jin widen his eyes. He patted the boy’s shoulder teasingly. “Say you’re not a gay!”
Kazuya shot Jin with annoying look as soon as he said “I am not!” He gestured to Yuuichi who was sat down in front of him pecked his date while hand crept on the part of this girl that we shouldn’t mention. What a fast move, damn playboy. “I’m here because of my beloved best friend.” Kazuya said sarcastically.
Jin got the message and smiling to the brown-haired boy. “He surely an amazing best friend. Just make sure to choke him at the right time.”
To Jin’s surprise, Kazuya finally could laugh and his laughing face was way too adorable and enchanting. Jin couldn’t take his eyes from the boy beside him till Kazuya faked a cough, noticing how the latter staring at him intensely. “And how about you? Why did you came late?”
“Well... actually I didn’t really want to come. So I just wasted my time did nothing at my house and suddenly slept away. That’s why I coming late.”
“Really?” Kazuya frowned. The handsome man beside him doesn’t look like someone who didn’t interested with this kind of social gathering stuff. Kazuya sure Jin is popular enough.
“You know, sometimes in our social life we suppose to adapt with people around. Though we didn’t really want it, though it was certainly not our style. Applied for me too.” Jin explained while asked the bartender to bring him another glass.
Kazuya nodded. The boy beside him is popular but Kazuya could concluded that it only because Jin need people accepted him. For someone like Kazuya, he actually against the idea as he one of that kind of my pace boy. He didn’t need people opinion as long as he own all of his treasured book with it’s knowledge. Yet Kazuya also agree if there are times when we will be more benefitted if there are people stand up behind.
“You definitely different with me.” Kazuya muttered though Jin could heard what he said.
“Why? Don’t tell me if you that kind of geek who prefer to spend your time with no one but books and don’t have any friend.”
Kazuya rolled his eyes because of what Jin said. This boy sometimes could be so irritating. “Unfortunately I am, Mr. Annoying. But I still have friends. Not so many as yours though.”
Jin chuckled heard how blunt Kazuya was. This boy is surely interesting. And beautiful, he secretly added. “Hey, don’t you think that it was too noisy here? Let’s go outside and continue our conversation.” Jin suggested.
The smaller boy hesitantly answered. “But my friend...”
“Nah, look at your friend!” Jin pointed out to the said boy.
Kazuya turned back to the direction Jin showed and caught the sight of Yuuichi walked and sometimes stumbled while embraced his partner’s shoulder tightly. They were heading to the exit door, planned to leave Kazuya alone for having some fun. What a friend! Kazuya unconsciously stood up and glared to Yuuichi furiously with his cursed addressed to him for nth time. Tomorrow Kazuya will make sure that Yuuichi will pay for it. Just wait Yucchi, you’ll going to be pieces soon!
“Come with me?” Jin’s voice carried Kazuya back down to the earth.
Kazuya was unsure but Jin swiftly dragged him outside, not giving Kazuya one single chance to refuse. The cold air welcomed both when they finally went outside. Street lamps and the lights from the shop around replaced the star that seem hiding for tonight. Kazuya and Jin traced the sidewalk without knowing direction. Sure enough to enjoy the fresh air outside.
“It’s great to be here!” Jin commented. The stuffy air in the bar finally replaced with freshness. It only a pity that they were still in Tokyo, the metropolitan who far from the green nature.
“Where we’ll going? You are the one that drag me outside.” Kazuya said. He was pleased that finally he could leave the bar tho presumably Jin thought that he didn’t like the idea of going outside.
“You’re mad as I forced you to leave?” Jin questioned.
“No!” Kazuya quickly responded. “I’m glad but at least we should know where we heading for.”
“Hmm... I don’t know...” The taller boy mumbled. “Just walk!”
Kazuya could only agreed and walked silently beside Jin. Sometimes he stole a glance to the taller boy while gave him some valuation inside his head. Jin is so handsome! If he come earlier, Kazuya sure that the latter will never trapped wasting his time with somebody boring as him. Yet Kazuya strangely not protested the idea of having Jin walking beside him. It’s better than spending his time at the bar alone as Yuuichi was too busy with ohsobeautifulgirl beside him.
“Hey, tell me about yourself.” Jin request surprised Kazuya as Jin fixated at him suddenly when at the same time he was observing the boy thoroughfully.
“Is it important to know about me?” Kazuya annoyingly answer.
Jin had to roll his eyes because of the younger’s cold reply before he continued. “Come on! We need to know each other. You want to end up wandered off without knowing anything about people who’s accompany you? What the purpose of this goukon thing anyway if in the end you don’t get acquaint with new person?”
“Let me correct you. The purpose of goukon is to have a date not to getting acquainted with people around, Mr. Socialite.” He said that irritating answer but he scolded himself deep inside his heart. Why he couldn’t act nice and stop giving Jin his annoying feedback?
Jin sighed. It seems talking with this boy was quite difficult to do. No, it’s okay. He loves challenge anyway and if Kazuya continuously acted like this he will take that as a challenge. It’s interesting. “Have no single story to share? Is your life that boring?” Jin cleverly answered while pretended to yawn, as Kazuya is an old man who’s telling him his so-called youth life he proudly claim as the best tho actually is not.
“Fine!” Kazuya hissed. “My name is Kamenashi Kazuya, currently studying in Computer Department and it’s almost reach my second year there. Have a very introverted life and my only best friend who’s soon gonna be my ex-best friend is that Nakamaru Yuuichi you had saw before. Usually I spend my day with my books, at the library or together with all my fellow with the same hobby as me working together in technology and computer research. We’ll participate in contests hold national or international and attending seminars every chance we get. I swallow computer’s program like daily doses and speaking in PASCAL and C++. See? Boring, isn’t it?”
The other boy stunned for a moment, startled with Kazuya’s self-explanation before burst out laughing so hard. “Whoah, what a life Kamenashi!”
Kazuya narrowed his eyes with arms crossed in front of his chest. “What about you and your ohsowonderfullife, Akanishi?” He snorted sarcastically.
“Me? I’m studying in Music and Art Department and will graduate soon. My specialty is music. I live everyday for music, sometimes have a street performance and gathered crowd by my songs. I have so many friends tho I guess I don’t have one that I consider as my best friend. See? My life is not that ohsowonderful, okay? So stop accusing me as somebody who’s didn’t fit at all with you. And look, who’s participated in international contests anyway? I even just performed at the street with a hope that someday a talent seeker will find me and offer a contract.”
With this, Kazuya’s cheeks flushed red as he never expected that Jin will complimented him. Mostly people will just took his life as something boring; what geek mostly did.
“You don’t think my life is boring?” Hesitantly, the younger of the two asked.
Jin shrugged briefly before he replied. “For most of people, yes your life is unbelievably boring.” Kazuya almost throw a hard punch but abandoned his aim when Jin added. “But for me... that was impressing. I mean, people like you usually have a better future than other who just spent their days made merry without care about tomorrow.”
“Mmm... really?” Kazuya’s face tinted a shade of red. He didn’t knew why he blushed madly like this because of a simple opinion Jin was gave but he felt somehow warmed. “But it’s important to hang out with friends sometimes, right?”
“Does it mean you feel lonely sometimes?”
Kazuya nodded shyly. Tho he always enjoyed his time with his own interest, there were times when he subconsciously wanted to have many friends and having fun like his other friends.
“Then, balance your life!” Jin suggested and just answered with an agreement murmur from the latter.
“You said you’re performed your songs at the street. I want to see it.” Kazuya said, this time honestly with a sincere smile stamped on his face.
Jin again unconsciously stared at the adorable face before him tho quickly he wake up from his daydream. “Sure. Watch me if you have time, ne?”
Silent overtaken both and they just quietly walked along the way. They seems already leaved the shopping centre to walk into a quiet street with houses and apartment around. The night breeze blew softly yet still cold enough to make the younger trembled in his way. Kazuya wrapped his body with his arms, rubbed it slightly to ease the coldness. Seeing Kazuya, Jin in one lightning move took off his jacket and putted it on the smaller body beside him, made Kazuya blinked in puzzle.
“You tremble. Take my jacket.” Jin explained.
“But-”
“-You still trembling.” Jin cut Kazuya. Before Kazuya could voicing his opinion, his eyes widen as Jin leaned closer to hold his shoulder, pulled him into Jin’s warm embrace. How Jin slightly caressed his arm and how Jin’s perfume distracted his nose resulted stiffen Kazuya in Jin’s embrace. “Not so cold anymore, right?”
“Un...” Kazuya weakly nodded between his struggled to keep his heart stay beating slow as Jin was so close with him, breath tickled his ear when the latter say something.
It was so weird, Kazuya knew it. Kazuya felt like wanting to release himself from the other’s tight embrace but half of himself considered it as a right thing. Easing and warming not only just his body but even his heart. Was it normal to feel like this? Was it okay being held by Jin? At the end Kazuya and Jin were stayed in that position while Kazuya was too fused with his own thought and not realized if the older stolen some gaze to Kazuya, admired the beautiful sight beside him who calmly rested his head upon Jin’s shoulder.
“That is my apartment.” Kazuya swiftly pulled himself from the embrace when he saw the building across his place. He lowered his gaze when he finally aware that he was held by Akanishi Jin for who knows how long, wore Jin’s jacket that smelled exactly like the latter.
Jin rubbed his head cause of Kazuya’s sudden acted. The nervousness also spread to him. “You want to go home now?” Jin asked, sounded unwillingly.
You want to go home now?
Yes, he want. But Kazuya couldn’t say the word instead of turned around, avoiding Jin from his sight. He didn’t knew if saying good bye could be so hard like this. Especially toward a people that barely he knew with no purpose.
“I guess... it’s a good bye.” Jin concluded. Seeing Kazuya didn’t react, Jin decided to leave the boy tho it was not his main intention. The truth was he liked spending his time together with Kazuya even that was just for a brief time. Yet he didn’t want to force the younger to waste his precious time with him if the latter didn’t want to.
“W-wait!”
Jin stopped on his track. He thought his ears deceived his mind, it is impossible if Kazuya want him to stay. The smaller boy on the other side quickly grabbed the latter’s hand because Jin was only stopped without turned back to see his face.
The firm grip on Jin’s left wrist slowly loosened, replaced with the fidgeting one. Kazuya’s gaze fell on the ground. “W-would you mind to... stay?”
“Of course!” Jin answered, words slipped too fast before he swallowed Kazuya’s invitation clearly on his mind. Realized that he was too excited, Jin nervously cleared his throat and continued. “I mean... it’d be my pleasure.”
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“You live alone?” Cautiously Jin walked inside the room, followed Kazuya behind while carefully watched out his way not to accidentally step the scattered books.
The place was quiet neat except the countless of computer related books that almost filled all over the room. There were huge shelf contained so many books not mentioned the stacks of books that compiled on the floor. Jin couldn’t imagine himself swallowing all of those books. Even just one, Jin might give up one minute after read the book.
Kazuya briefly said “Yes” and hurriedly made two cups of tea while sometimes got rid the books that he found on his way. “Sorry for the mess. Last day I did some research for the new program I’ll make. This is what happened everytime I drown in book studying.”
Jin shook head. “You have amazing collection. Unfortunately I didn’t understand any of it. Blame my poor brain.”
“I didn’t understand music either. Don’t blame your brain.” Kazuya laughed to response. He extended his hand, gave the tea to the latter while sipped his own. The two man sit down side by side on the sofa.
On the following minutes, Kazuya and Jin absorbed in their exciting conversation, sometimes exchanged some jokes and laughed hard because of it, totally forgot the clock that currently indicated midnight. Kazuya couldn’t believe that he could talk about many things with Jin who’s absolutely had a different interest with him, so did Jin. Now Kazuya began to see if two different things is possible to walk together, even bringing more surprises and lessons from another world that he never seen before.
“I guess it’s better to make some coffee for both of us.” Kazuya yawned behind his hand that covered his mouth, stood up but somehow something weighting his eyes and he couldn’t balanced himself. He fell hard on the sofa before yawn once again. “I kinda sleepy but I didn’t want to sleep yet. So, I’ll make some coffee.” Kazuya explained to the worried face beside him and tried to stand once again.
I didn’t want to sleep. I want to talk with Jin longer. Eh... w-wait! Did I thought so?
And yet it was another failed attempt as he stumbled cause of not watched his step properly to avoid Jin’s legs in front of him, instantly threw his arms around Jin’s neck for support while his body fell on top of Jin’s body. Automatically Jin held the boy and whispered “Are you okay?” but quickly his voice was died as he felt the smaller boy’s lower anatomy pressed his own.
Kazuya seems realized it so he apologized quickly, tried to detach himself from the latter’s embrace but Jin insisted to stay on that position, wrapped his arm tightly around the younger while his right hand traced slowly down on Kazuya’s buttocks.
“J-Jin...”
Kazuya noticeably shivered as the hot puffs of air brushed his neck, feeling Jin’s fingers teasingly touched his buttocks. The lower part of Jin started to wake up, made Kazuya blushed even madly when he noticed it. Fear began controlled the younger one, his mind gave signal with what possibility that might happen if they stay like this longer and he just do nothing. Silent means yes, so if he do so... Jin will... he will... they will...
“Jin... let me go...” Kazuya said yet sounded unsure.
“Ka...zu...ya” Jin whispered in a broken voice. The boy kissed Kazuya’s crook, made the younger flinched and trembling crazily.
“J-Jin... I’m not a gay!” Kazuya proclaimed.
“Hmm?” Jin hummed upon the smaller boy’s neck, now darted out his tongue to taste the milky skin. “Me too...”
“B-but what are you doing to me? You said you’re not a g-gay...” Came out the question from the younger trembling lips.
“I am.” Jin agreed. “But it doesn’t mean that I never do it with guys. Well... you can say that I’m a bisexual...”
“I don’t want to do it with you!” Kazuya shrieked.
“Okay.”
Eh... okay? Kazuya blinked, stunned on top of Jin. He didn’t knew if Jin will easily let him go. It doesn’t matter anyway. But strangely he somewhat felt uneasy and just kept immobile there.
“You’ll not going to stand up? I can’t move...”
“R-right...” Awkwardly Kazuya jumped, released himself from the embrace. Jin went after him stood up in front of Kazuya that spontaneously backed up to gave some space between them. Kazuya guessed Jin will leave him after this and there the story will be. He’ll forget everything just as the latter, back with their own life. He couldn’t help to feel a bit disappointed. Anyway what was Jin did right now? He didn’t made any single movement that indicate he will leaving yet suddenly Jin’s hand already grabbed his wrist.
“Where’s your bedroom?”
“Ehhh?!” Kazuya’s jaw dropped. “Bedroom?! What?!”
“Let’s continue there.” The older pointed at the room once he found where it was.
“H-how?! B-but... I said I don’t want to-”
“-You don’t want to do it here? Fine. So, we move.” Totally ignored the brown-haired boy’s whine, Jin dragged Kazuya to the room, threw the smaller body on the soft bed before straddled on top of him.
“What I mean was I don’t want to do it with you! Not moving to my-ahhn!” A moan slipped between his protest as Jin managed to kiss his neck, nipping it slightly and made some visible red marks there.
Jin’s hands not stopping caressed the skin and made Kazuya writhing beneath him. It was something new for Kazuya. He never had any close relationship whether with a girl even with a boy. Having someone really close to him, touching and landed some kisses on his fair skin obviously was something he never experienced and he never imagined that it will be a boy that caressing him here and there. But it was so weird; he loved the way Jin’s fingers traced his body and caressed him with gentleness; he loved the way Jin kissed his neck, his collarbone, bit softly his ears and felt the warm tongue licked his skin and made him shivered and tickled at the same time; he loved how Jin managed to take of his t-shirt and quickly warmed the naked body of him with Jin’s clothed-Wait! What the hell Kazuya was thinking about?
“J-Jin stop... please... I can’t do this with you.”
“Why?” Jin finally cancelled his action, paid attention with the young man beneath him and caressed Kazuya’s chin.
“Because... because I like girls.” Kazuya answered, obviously uncertain with his own answer. Now he even not quite sure if he really do not want to do it with Jin. He was rejected the girls in the bar and had said to Jin that he didn’t had any interest at them and now he suddenly said that he like girls. Jin will teased him to dead.
But Jin just smiled. This time he leaned closer and stole a kiss from Kazuya’s innocent lips with so much pureness. Just in a brief time but the effect was big, made the latter surrender completely and wanted something more than just a kiss.
“I like girls too. But you are way more attracting than any of girl so I want you. Why I should exchange you with any of them? Even I didn’t regret came late and paired with you. I felt blessed to meet you.”
Kazuya startled. He didn’t expected that Jin will said that to him. It was a short time, not any close with 24 hours since he met Jin. How could he just believe the guy and buy all of his words?
However although it was just a short time, he felt he knew about him better. He happy with every conversation they exchanged and the small attention that the older gave. Being with Jin was felt so right and he couldn’t deny it. What’s the point of denying his feeling when it will render some regret? It doesn’t mean that he can guarantee Jin said the truth. But there always a chance and it’s better to regret after what happened than regret something that we never try to go into.
The most important, he sensed that Jin was true. He could saw it on his eyes, he felt it.
“Jin... I never do it before.”
The older who seems almost give up and thinking of leaving widen his eyes. Tho a nervous smile quickly drew on his face. “I’ll be gentle.” He nuzzled to Kazuya’s crook. “Don’t worry. You’re so beautiful, I couldn’t let you hurt and I couldn’t force you. Now tell me, I’ll go one second after you decide that you don’t want to do it.”
Some courage bloomed inside the younger one. He decided and will enjoy it to the fullest. He pulled Jin closed to him and wrapped his arms around Jin’s neck, drown himself into the intoxicating kiss that he was experienced. More passionate, he seized the initiative to slipped his tongue inside Jin’s parted one. Shy and clumsy, but Jin swore it succeed made him flied into another world. Soon Jin dominated the kiss and already explored Kazuya’s hot cavern while sometimes nipped the bottom lip teasingly, drove some moans out from the latter’s lips.
“Ahhn... J-Jin...”
Kazuya’s sensitive body reacted with quivered and moans when Jin bit his nipple and let his fingers played with the other, pinching it softly to elicited another lusty moan from the boy. Jin kept roamed all part of Kazuya’s upper body and washed away the younger’s thought that made him craving more of some contacts. He didn’t realize when was Jin managed to throw all his clothes on the floor so when he aware of it, Kazuya swiftly blushed. Jin took few seconds to adore the beautiful object beneath him before his hand crept and lastly stroked the young boy’s cock. Kazuya almost leaped from the bed as he even never touched himself like the way Jin did right now. Kazuya scared a bit, it clearly seen on his eyes tho he felt some pleasure from what Jin did. The older of them noticed the slight fear that the other had and quickly kissed him, soothed Kazuya with some comforting words.
“You gonna love it.” Jin whispered.
Jin took Kazuya’s length inside his mouth that automatically made Kazuya gasped. He reached Jin’s hair and tugged on it as Jin sucked the length up and down faster time to time. The alluring moans that escaped from the younger lips was too much to handle. So Jin decided to begin preparing Kazuya by the time the younger almost near to climax.
Kazuya whimpered in dissatisfaction tho quickly he groaned as he felt Jin’s lean finger which covered with lube poked his tight hole before Jin inserted it. It didn’t felt comfortable at all for the first yet he could relaxed at the following time and Jin managed to add one finger inside him, did some scissoring move to stretch the hole.
“J-Jinn... uhnn...” Kazuya hissed in pain while Jin’s cock coated with lube began thrusted inside.
“Shhh... relax...” Jin sealed his lips on Kazuya’s while whispering the words in breathy voice. Reflex, Kazuya embraced the bigger body above him but soon he nailed his fingers too deep as he couldn’t endure the pain.
“So damn tight...” Jin groaned. He stop moving before Kazuya could adapt and thrusted again when the younger began to relax.
“Mmph... uhnn...” The younger bit his bottom lips, restrained some moan out from his mouth because the pleasure became harder to handle. Kazuya thought it was embarrassing.
Jin gazed at the younger through his sweaty lock. He tilted his head and clicked his tongue, looking unsatisfied. Slowly he stopped thrusting inside and just stay still, staring at Kazuya who whimpered in discontent cause of Jin’s action. Kazuya looked back at Jin’s eyes like a living question mark.
“J-Jin... why you stop?”
“Because I want to hear your moan.” Jin blurted out.
“B-but it’s...” Kazuya held back his voice. The older dangerously leaned closer and licked his neck.
“I want to hear your moan. I want to hear your voice calling out my name.”
“It’s just embarrassing... it’s too l-loud...”
“What’s the problem then? I love it louder.” Jin insisted.
“No... imposs-AH!” Kazuya instantly moaned when Jin suddenly thrusted deep inside and hitting his sweet spot. The older mercilessly thrusted harder and deeper at that certain spot and it certainly impossible for the younger to hold back his moan anymore. Jin made it harder by stroking his hard member.
“Yes Kazuya. Moan for me...”
“J-Jinn... ahh... uhnnn... I... I will-”
Jin got the signal and kept stroking the younger cock and faster his rhythm. He could told that he nearer to climax too, just the same as the younger.
“Ahhn J-Jinn...”
They finally reached the edge and came. Kazuya cried out Jin’s name that muffled with the kiss and Jin came after mumbling some incoherent words, collapsed on top Kazuya. Their chest falling up and down heavily as the result of running out of breath. Their bodies sticky with the sweat and their cum yet they unbothered about it as they still lost in the afterglow of their activity before.
“Kazuya...” Jin got up just to lay down beside the boy, pulled Kazuya closer to nuzzle on his chest. “Do you want to try it with me? I mean... try to have a relationship with me?”
Kazuya blinked in disbelief. He stiffed under Jin’s embrace but the latter quickly soothed him by his touch, caressed his back in such a care.
“I’m serious. I feel so right beside you and I think... you are so adorable.”
The younger still didn’t response.
“Kazuya... you can laugh, you can say I’m stupid but I guess I fallen for you. And... I want to feel this different feeling that you create everyday. Understand you better and caring about you. I don’t want it end tomorrow when I open my eyes.”
What Jin said made the younger chuckled. Jin felt the same just like him. A coincidence? Or maybe a fate? Kazuya want to believe the last one. Now he didn’t bother to think that he’s in love with a girl or with a boy. He just want to stay by Jin’s side. Exactly like what Jin said, like the latter’s feeling. Kazuya buried himself deeper on Jin’s chest, inhaled the scent deeply and realized how it exactly smell the same like the older’s jacket. He still remembered it so Jin must be something that starting to become dear in his life.
He want to believe, he want to take every possibility. And he didn’t want to doubt his feeling.
“Jin...” Kazuya calling out.
“Yes?”
“Promise me that you’ll not going to make me regret it or I swear I’ll haunting you for the rest of your life.”
Jin laughed replying the threat. “I promise... we’ll understand each other better.” He inhaled the shampoo’s scent that still remained on Kazuya’s hair despite of how the boy’s hair looked messed and sweaty. “By the way, what will you do to your friend?”
“Hmmm... let’s see...” Kazuya acted like he thought it deeply. “I still gonna choke him.”
“Eh? Why?”
“Because...” Kazuya pecked the older lips. “... he should forced me to attend goukon back then so I could meet you earlier. He always attended it by himself.”
“That’s because you always resist him and said that you didn’t interested. Now who’s fault it is?”
“Fine fine! You’re right.” Kazuya sulked. But his pouting face just as cute as his smiling one, enchanted Jin again.
“Anyway that’s a proof if you really happy to have me beside you. You even fallen deeper than me. Am I that irresistible?”
“Ohh... shut up!” Kazuya whined, slapped the older hard on his head. “I’m going to sleep.”
“Hmm? Sounds good.” The older yawned. “I’m sleepy too.”
“Don’t leave me.”
“Okay.”
“Stay there.”
“Oookay....”
“Hug me.”
Jin’s smiled sleepily and put the younger deeper on his embrace. “As you wish, Princess. Now sleep.”
“I’m not a Princess!”
Jin didn’t answer, he already stirred in his dream with a smile written on his face. Kazuya smiled too, he felt so happy this time for having Jin by his side even it was not he supposed to be at the beginning.
Love choose it’s own story.
♥ The End ♥
It need so long to finish this one *wiped the sweat* Somehow it was really difficult to write but at least, now it’s done~! Yay! *threw confetti*
How was it, minna? Not that disappointing, right? *anxious*
It’s already midnight so I’ll sleep now.
Pairing : Akame
Rating : NC-17
Genre : romance, fluff, smut
Beta by : none
Disclaimer : I don't own anything but the story
Summary : The story started from a joint party. When in the early he planned to get a girl, not a boy.
A/N : Actually I didn’t really understand how goukon works in Japan. I just used dorama and manga as reference. Anyway just enjoy the story ♥
“Oi, Kame!”
Kamenashi Kazuya still focused with his book, not even bothered to turn back replying the voice. Yuuichi came closer pulling Kazuya’s shoulder to grab the attention from the younger. Kazuya lazily closed his book, glaring at Yuuichi in a bored face.
“What?” he asked unwillingly.
“Tonight we will have a goukon hold on usual bar. We invited the girls from other department too so it will be so much fun! You should join it, Kame. Please take some break from your study for awhile...” Yuuichi said. His eyes begged for an agreement.
Kazuya frowned. “Goukon? You mean... you ask me to attend a joint party?”
Yuuichi swiftly nodded and his face beaming more.
“And that’s also mean I should waste my time having some nonsense chit-chat and flirting around with some girls?” Kazuya said, emphasized the nonsense and flirting parts.
“Oh... Kame... is your head not gonna explode if you continue to study like crazy without any single break? We will have fun, I promise! Anyway didn’t you interested to have some fun with the girls and who knows you will be not single anymore tomorrow?” he tried to convince Kazuya.
“I don’t know. I just want to do something more worth it for my future. Not included the girls.”
“You can swallow all of your beloved books later, for God’s sake! You still have much time and everybody know how genius you are. Your knowledge will never gone from your brain only because of attending goukon and hang out with some girls. So please Kame, come join with us! Do it for your best friend, okay?”
Yuuichi is Kazuya’s best friend and though Kazuya actually didn’t want to attending it, he just couldn’t refuse Yuuichi’s request. Especially when Yuuichi begging with his puppy eyes and convincing him like that, it made refusing became harder and seems impossible.
So, without any excessive enthusiasm Kazuya nodded while saying, “Okay, this time I’ll go.”
Yuuichi grinned widely before he leaved Kazuya in his rabbity walk, couldn’t wait longer for tonight.
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“Kanpai!”
Everybody cheered, tossed their glass against each other before sipped their beer in one gulp. Everybody but Kazuya. The boy just shaking his glass quietly without any intention to drink it. He watched the liquid swirled before he finally sipped it down his throat as Yuuichi poked him because of what he did. The latter smiled widely when Kazuya drank it down.
“So guys, it’s the time to divide all of us into couples! And girls... please decide who’s you like to be your partner. Who want to choose first?” One of the guy that Kazuya knew studied at Accounting Department exclaimed and practically gathered the squeal of the girls that impatiently already waited their turn for the actual goukon’s menu. He glanced at Yuuichi and caught that his friend was too excited with the announcement. The annoying grin on Yuuichi’s face became worsen as finally a beautiful girl in her black outfit approaching him, smiled playfully while playing with her hair. Their eyes fixating at each other as if they were in their own dimension. Kazuya just rolled his eyes watching the scene.
Not a surprise if the brown-haired boy didn’t have a partner in the end because he shot every girl that tried to flirt with him with a piercing eyes. Even snapping their touches when the girls were lightly tried to seduce him. Moreover coincidentally the girls that participated in the goukon were unbalanced since one of them had a sudden appointment and couldn’t manage to come. Also Yuuichi said that there were a girl that stayed in a hospital because of her sickness.
Realization awaken Kazuya as he came up with what Yuuichi said before. Was it mean that there still another guy that suppose to come today?
Kazuya’s wonder soon answered when a figure of handsome man wearing a seemly expensive grey jacket stepped closer, lazily waved his hand to a boy that calling out his name.
“Oi, Jin! You late.” They were greeted this Jin-boy warmly and it was clear that this man is pretty popular.
Jin just gave them a slight smile and said “So what is remain for me?” with a tone that Kazuya thought as tired but pretended to be energetic.
The crowd were laughed loudly when Jin brought up the question. Kazuya could felt that some of them glanced at him before stared at Jin again back and forth. It made the boy didn’t feel comfortable especially when he imagined what might these people reply to Jin.
“Unfortunately Jin, the only one that remain for you is...” One of the boy suddenly gripped Kazuya’s wrist and dragged the surprised boy to Jin. The slender boy spontaneously flinched away when his back leaned against the taller boy’s broad chest as the result of unbalanced. “...Kamenashi Kazuya from the Computer Department. Have fun both of you, ne?”
People laughed mockingly and he could saw his best friend fused with the atmosphere, laughing so hard to make Kazuya thought that Yuuichi might choked sooner by his own beer because of his excessive response. Damn you Yucchi! Kazuya cursed inside his heart. What a cruel friend Yuuichi was, laughing above all of his suffering.
“I’m not a gay!” Kazuya yelled but nobody bother about. Yuuichi also didn’t help at all. He was too intoxicated with the damn girl beside him. Not mentioned the alcohol help that made Yuuichi forgot everything about his best friend. “Fuck you damn Yucchi!” Still with anger, Kazuya hissed to his soon ex-best friend before turned back and planned to leave the bar.
He didn’t notice his way and he harshly clashed with the taller boy behind him. Oh well... he forgot about this guy. The bigger boy weirdly chuckled and grabbed Kazuya’s arm to prevent him for running away.
“Akanishi Jin. Nice to meet you, Kamenashi Kazuya.” Jin introduced himself yet Kazuya’s shriek surprised Jin after that.
“I’m not a gay!” Kazuya shouted and freed his arm from Jin strong gripped.
“Do I look like I’m a gay?” Jin pointed out his face. Kazuya could only pouted and avoided Jin’s eyes. “They were the one that paired both of us together. Not because I am a gay.”
“Whatever...” Kazuya shrugged. Because the bigger boy blocking his way, Kazuya strode to the closest seat and flopped down. He ordered a glass of beer and reluctantly offered the drink toward Jin. Just thinking of it as his apologize for shouted to the other boy before.
The two of them sipped their beer quietly, let the loud music and people voices remained as back song. Though in the next minutes Jin began their conversation to break the silent. Quietness is definitely not his style.
“Why you didn’t find out your partner? There are some pretty girls, wasn’t it?” Jin asked as he wondered if it was a bit strange when there was no one who was interested with Kazuya. The slender boy beside him surely has a handsome face. Or more precise a beautiful face compared with all the girls that he was scanned today at the bar. Maybe they were jealous because this man could be so prettier, Jin thought while suppressed his chuckle cause of the thought. Why he could thinking about that anyway?
“I didn’t interested with this kind of thing. I ignored them just like the wind.” Kazuya replied while sipped another gulp to his throat.
“Whoaa...” Jin widen his eyes. He patted the boy’s shoulder teasingly. “Say you’re not a gay!”
Kazuya shot Jin with annoying look as soon as he said “I am not!” He gestured to Yuuichi who was sat down in front of him pecked his date while hand crept on the part of this girl that we shouldn’t mention. What a fast move, damn playboy. “I’m here because of my beloved best friend.” Kazuya said sarcastically.
Jin got the message and smiling to the brown-haired boy. “He surely an amazing best friend. Just make sure to choke him at the right time.”
To Jin’s surprise, Kazuya finally could laugh and his laughing face was way too adorable and enchanting. Jin couldn’t take his eyes from the boy beside him till Kazuya faked a cough, noticing how the latter staring at him intensely. “And how about you? Why did you came late?”
“Well... actually I didn’t really want to come. So I just wasted my time did nothing at my house and suddenly slept away. That’s why I coming late.”
“Really?” Kazuya frowned. The handsome man beside him doesn’t look like someone who didn’t interested with this kind of social gathering stuff. Kazuya sure Jin is popular enough.
“You know, sometimes in our social life we suppose to adapt with people around. Though we didn’t really want it, though it was certainly not our style. Applied for me too.” Jin explained while asked the bartender to bring him another glass.
Kazuya nodded. The boy beside him is popular but Kazuya could concluded that it only because Jin need people accepted him. For someone like Kazuya, he actually against the idea as he one of that kind of my pace boy. He didn’t need people opinion as long as he own all of his treasured book with it’s knowledge. Yet Kazuya also agree if there are times when we will be more benefitted if there are people stand up behind.
“You definitely different with me.” Kazuya muttered though Jin could heard what he said.
“Why? Don’t tell me if you that kind of geek who prefer to spend your time with no one but books and don’t have any friend.”
Kazuya rolled his eyes because of what Jin said. This boy sometimes could be so irritating. “Unfortunately I am, Mr. Annoying. But I still have friends. Not so many as yours though.”
Jin chuckled heard how blunt Kazuya was. This boy is surely interesting. And beautiful, he secretly added. “Hey, don’t you think that it was too noisy here? Let’s go outside and continue our conversation.” Jin suggested.
The smaller boy hesitantly answered. “But my friend...”
“Nah, look at your friend!” Jin pointed out to the said boy.
Kazuya turned back to the direction Jin showed and caught the sight of Yuuichi walked and sometimes stumbled while embraced his partner’s shoulder tightly. They were heading to the exit door, planned to leave Kazuya alone for having some fun. What a friend! Kazuya unconsciously stood up and glared to Yuuichi furiously with his cursed addressed to him for nth time. Tomorrow Kazuya will make sure that Yuuichi will pay for it. Just wait Yucchi, you’ll going to be pieces soon!
“Come with me?” Jin’s voice carried Kazuya back down to the earth.
Kazuya was unsure but Jin swiftly dragged him outside, not giving Kazuya one single chance to refuse. The cold air welcomed both when they finally went outside. Street lamps and the lights from the shop around replaced the star that seem hiding for tonight. Kazuya and Jin traced the sidewalk without knowing direction. Sure enough to enjoy the fresh air outside.
“It’s great to be here!” Jin commented. The stuffy air in the bar finally replaced with freshness. It only a pity that they were still in Tokyo, the metropolitan who far from the green nature.
“Where we’ll going? You are the one that drag me outside.” Kazuya said. He was pleased that finally he could leave the bar tho presumably Jin thought that he didn’t like the idea of going outside.
“You’re mad as I forced you to leave?” Jin questioned.
“No!” Kazuya quickly responded. “I’m glad but at least we should know where we heading for.”
“Hmm... I don’t know...” The taller boy mumbled. “Just walk!”
Kazuya could only agreed and walked silently beside Jin. Sometimes he stole a glance to the taller boy while gave him some valuation inside his head. Jin is so handsome! If he come earlier, Kazuya sure that the latter will never trapped wasting his time with somebody boring as him. Yet Kazuya strangely not protested the idea of having Jin walking beside him. It’s better than spending his time at the bar alone as Yuuichi was too busy with ohsobeautifulgirl beside him.
“Hey, tell me about yourself.” Jin request surprised Kazuya as Jin fixated at him suddenly when at the same time he was observing the boy thoroughfully.
“Is it important to know about me?” Kazuya annoyingly answer.
Jin had to roll his eyes because of the younger’s cold reply before he continued. “Come on! We need to know each other. You want to end up wandered off without knowing anything about people who’s accompany you? What the purpose of this goukon thing anyway if in the end you don’t get acquaint with new person?”
“Let me correct you. The purpose of goukon is to have a date not to getting acquainted with people around, Mr. Socialite.” He said that irritating answer but he scolded himself deep inside his heart. Why he couldn’t act nice and stop giving Jin his annoying feedback?
Jin sighed. It seems talking with this boy was quite difficult to do. No, it’s okay. He loves challenge anyway and if Kazuya continuously acted like this he will take that as a challenge. It’s interesting. “Have no single story to share? Is your life that boring?” Jin cleverly answered while pretended to yawn, as Kazuya is an old man who’s telling him his so-called youth life he proudly claim as the best tho actually is not.
“Fine!” Kazuya hissed. “My name is Kamenashi Kazuya, currently studying in Computer Department and it’s almost reach my second year there. Have a very introverted life and my only best friend who’s soon gonna be my ex-best friend is that Nakamaru Yuuichi you had saw before. Usually I spend my day with my books, at the library or together with all my fellow with the same hobby as me working together in technology and computer research. We’ll participate in contests hold national or international and attending seminars every chance we get. I swallow computer’s program like daily doses and speaking in PASCAL and C++. See? Boring, isn’t it?”
The other boy stunned for a moment, startled with Kazuya’s self-explanation before burst out laughing so hard. “Whoah, what a life Kamenashi!”
Kazuya narrowed his eyes with arms crossed in front of his chest. “What about you and your ohsowonderfullife, Akanishi?” He snorted sarcastically.
“Me? I’m studying in Music and Art Department and will graduate soon. My specialty is music. I live everyday for music, sometimes have a street performance and gathered crowd by my songs. I have so many friends tho I guess I don’t have one that I consider as my best friend. See? My life is not that ohsowonderful, okay? So stop accusing me as somebody who’s didn’t fit at all with you. And look, who’s participated in international contests anyway? I even just performed at the street with a hope that someday a talent seeker will find me and offer a contract.”
With this, Kazuya’s cheeks flushed red as he never expected that Jin will complimented him. Mostly people will just took his life as something boring; what geek mostly did.
“You don’t think my life is boring?” Hesitantly, the younger of the two asked.
Jin shrugged briefly before he replied. “For most of people, yes your life is unbelievably boring.” Kazuya almost throw a hard punch but abandoned his aim when Jin added. “But for me... that was impressing. I mean, people like you usually have a better future than other who just spent their days made merry without care about tomorrow.”
“Mmm... really?” Kazuya’s face tinted a shade of red. He didn’t knew why he blushed madly like this because of a simple opinion Jin was gave but he felt somehow warmed. “But it’s important to hang out with friends sometimes, right?”
“Does it mean you feel lonely sometimes?”
Kazuya nodded shyly. Tho he always enjoyed his time with his own interest, there were times when he subconsciously wanted to have many friends and having fun like his other friends.
“Then, balance your life!” Jin suggested and just answered with an agreement murmur from the latter.
“You said you’re performed your songs at the street. I want to see it.” Kazuya said, this time honestly with a sincere smile stamped on his face.
Jin again unconsciously stared at the adorable face before him tho quickly he wake up from his daydream. “Sure. Watch me if you have time, ne?”
Silent overtaken both and they just quietly walked along the way. They seems already leaved the shopping centre to walk into a quiet street with houses and apartment around. The night breeze blew softly yet still cold enough to make the younger trembled in his way. Kazuya wrapped his body with his arms, rubbed it slightly to ease the coldness. Seeing Kazuya, Jin in one lightning move took off his jacket and putted it on the smaller body beside him, made Kazuya blinked in puzzle.
“You tremble. Take my jacket.” Jin explained.
“But-”
“-You still trembling.” Jin cut Kazuya. Before Kazuya could voicing his opinion, his eyes widen as Jin leaned closer to hold his shoulder, pulled him into Jin’s warm embrace. How Jin slightly caressed his arm and how Jin’s perfume distracted his nose resulted stiffen Kazuya in Jin’s embrace. “Not so cold anymore, right?”
“Un...” Kazuya weakly nodded between his struggled to keep his heart stay beating slow as Jin was so close with him, breath tickled his ear when the latter say something.
It was so weird, Kazuya knew it. Kazuya felt like wanting to release himself from the other’s tight embrace but half of himself considered it as a right thing. Easing and warming not only just his body but even his heart. Was it normal to feel like this? Was it okay being held by Jin? At the end Kazuya and Jin were stayed in that position while Kazuya was too fused with his own thought and not realized if the older stolen some gaze to Kazuya, admired the beautiful sight beside him who calmly rested his head upon Jin’s shoulder.
“That is my apartment.” Kazuya swiftly pulled himself from the embrace when he saw the building across his place. He lowered his gaze when he finally aware that he was held by Akanishi Jin for who knows how long, wore Jin’s jacket that smelled exactly like the latter.
Jin rubbed his head cause of Kazuya’s sudden acted. The nervousness also spread to him. “You want to go home now?” Jin asked, sounded unwillingly.
You want to go home now?
Yes, he want. But Kazuya couldn’t say the word instead of turned around, avoiding Jin from his sight. He didn’t knew if saying good bye could be so hard like this. Especially toward a people that barely he knew with no purpose.
“I guess... it’s a good bye.” Jin concluded. Seeing Kazuya didn’t react, Jin decided to leave the boy tho it was not his main intention. The truth was he liked spending his time together with Kazuya even that was just for a brief time. Yet he didn’t want to force the younger to waste his precious time with him if the latter didn’t want to.
“W-wait!”
Jin stopped on his track. He thought his ears deceived his mind, it is impossible if Kazuya want him to stay. The smaller boy on the other side quickly grabbed the latter’s hand because Jin was only stopped without turned back to see his face.
The firm grip on Jin’s left wrist slowly loosened, replaced with the fidgeting one. Kazuya’s gaze fell on the ground. “W-would you mind to... stay?”
“Of course!” Jin answered, words slipped too fast before he swallowed Kazuya’s invitation clearly on his mind. Realized that he was too excited, Jin nervously cleared his throat and continued. “I mean... it’d be my pleasure.”
---
“You live alone?” Cautiously Jin walked inside the room, followed Kazuya behind while carefully watched out his way not to accidentally step the scattered books.
The place was quiet neat except the countless of computer related books that almost filled all over the room. There were huge shelf contained so many books not mentioned the stacks of books that compiled on the floor. Jin couldn’t imagine himself swallowing all of those books. Even just one, Jin might give up one minute after read the book.
Kazuya briefly said “Yes” and hurriedly made two cups of tea while sometimes got rid the books that he found on his way. “Sorry for the mess. Last day I did some research for the new program I’ll make. This is what happened everytime I drown in book studying.”
Jin shook head. “You have amazing collection. Unfortunately I didn’t understand any of it. Blame my poor brain.”
“I didn’t understand music either. Don’t blame your brain.” Kazuya laughed to response. He extended his hand, gave the tea to the latter while sipped his own. The two man sit down side by side on the sofa.
On the following minutes, Kazuya and Jin absorbed in their exciting conversation, sometimes exchanged some jokes and laughed hard because of it, totally forgot the clock that currently indicated midnight. Kazuya couldn’t believe that he could talk about many things with Jin who’s absolutely had a different interest with him, so did Jin. Now Kazuya began to see if two different things is possible to walk together, even bringing more surprises and lessons from another world that he never seen before.
“I guess it’s better to make some coffee for both of us.” Kazuya yawned behind his hand that covered his mouth, stood up but somehow something weighting his eyes and he couldn’t balanced himself. He fell hard on the sofa before yawn once again. “I kinda sleepy but I didn’t want to sleep yet. So, I’ll make some coffee.” Kazuya explained to the worried face beside him and tried to stand once again.
I didn’t want to sleep. I want to talk with Jin longer. Eh... w-wait! Did I thought so?
And yet it was another failed attempt as he stumbled cause of not watched his step properly to avoid Jin’s legs in front of him, instantly threw his arms around Jin’s neck for support while his body fell on top of Jin’s body. Automatically Jin held the boy and whispered “Are you okay?” but quickly his voice was died as he felt the smaller boy’s lower anatomy pressed his own.
Kazuya seems realized it so he apologized quickly, tried to detach himself from the latter’s embrace but Jin insisted to stay on that position, wrapped his arm tightly around the younger while his right hand traced slowly down on Kazuya’s buttocks.
“J-Jin...”
Kazuya noticeably shivered as the hot puffs of air brushed his neck, feeling Jin’s fingers teasingly touched his buttocks. The lower part of Jin started to wake up, made Kazuya blushed even madly when he noticed it. Fear began controlled the younger one, his mind gave signal with what possibility that might happen if they stay like this longer and he just do nothing. Silent means yes, so if he do so... Jin will... he will... they will...
“Jin... let me go...” Kazuya said yet sounded unsure.
“Ka...zu...ya” Jin whispered in a broken voice. The boy kissed Kazuya’s crook, made the younger flinched and trembling crazily.
“J-Jin... I’m not a gay!” Kazuya proclaimed.
“Hmm?” Jin hummed upon the smaller boy’s neck, now darted out his tongue to taste the milky skin. “Me too...”
“B-but what are you doing to me? You said you’re not a g-gay...” Came out the question from the younger trembling lips.
“I am.” Jin agreed. “But it doesn’t mean that I never do it with guys. Well... you can say that I’m a bisexual...”
“I don’t want to do it with you!” Kazuya shrieked.
“Okay.”
Eh... okay? Kazuya blinked, stunned on top of Jin. He didn’t knew if Jin will easily let him go. It doesn’t matter anyway. But strangely he somewhat felt uneasy and just kept immobile there.
“You’ll not going to stand up? I can’t move...”
“R-right...” Awkwardly Kazuya jumped, released himself from the embrace. Jin went after him stood up in front of Kazuya that spontaneously backed up to gave some space between them. Kazuya guessed Jin will leave him after this and there the story will be. He’ll forget everything just as the latter, back with their own life. He couldn’t help to feel a bit disappointed. Anyway what was Jin did right now? He didn’t made any single movement that indicate he will leaving yet suddenly Jin’s hand already grabbed his wrist.
“Where’s your bedroom?”
“Ehhh?!” Kazuya’s jaw dropped. “Bedroom?! What?!”
“Let’s continue there.” The older pointed at the room once he found where it was.
“H-how?! B-but... I said I don’t want to-”
“-You don’t want to do it here? Fine. So, we move.” Totally ignored the brown-haired boy’s whine, Jin dragged Kazuya to the room, threw the smaller body on the soft bed before straddled on top of him.
“What I mean was I don’t want to do it with you! Not moving to my-ahhn!” A moan slipped between his protest as Jin managed to kiss his neck, nipping it slightly and made some visible red marks there.
Jin’s hands not stopping caressed the skin and made Kazuya writhing beneath him. It was something new for Kazuya. He never had any close relationship whether with a girl even with a boy. Having someone really close to him, touching and landed some kisses on his fair skin obviously was something he never experienced and he never imagined that it will be a boy that caressing him here and there. But it was so weird; he loved the way Jin’s fingers traced his body and caressed him with gentleness; he loved the way Jin kissed his neck, his collarbone, bit softly his ears and felt the warm tongue licked his skin and made him shivered and tickled at the same time; he loved how Jin managed to take of his t-shirt and quickly warmed the naked body of him with Jin’s clothed-Wait! What the hell Kazuya was thinking about?
“J-Jin stop... please... I can’t do this with you.”
“Why?” Jin finally cancelled his action, paid attention with the young man beneath him and caressed Kazuya’s chin.
“Because... because I like girls.” Kazuya answered, obviously uncertain with his own answer. Now he even not quite sure if he really do not want to do it with Jin. He was rejected the girls in the bar and had said to Jin that he didn’t had any interest at them and now he suddenly said that he like girls. Jin will teased him to dead.
But Jin just smiled. This time he leaned closer and stole a kiss from Kazuya’s innocent lips with so much pureness. Just in a brief time but the effect was big, made the latter surrender completely and wanted something more than just a kiss.
“I like girls too. But you are way more attracting than any of girl so I want you. Why I should exchange you with any of them? Even I didn’t regret came late and paired with you. I felt blessed to meet you.”
Kazuya startled. He didn’t expected that Jin will said that to him. It was a short time, not any close with 24 hours since he met Jin. How could he just believe the guy and buy all of his words?
However although it was just a short time, he felt he knew about him better. He happy with every conversation they exchanged and the small attention that the older gave. Being with Jin was felt so right and he couldn’t deny it. What’s the point of denying his feeling when it will render some regret? It doesn’t mean that he can guarantee Jin said the truth. But there always a chance and it’s better to regret after what happened than regret something that we never try to go into.
The most important, he sensed that Jin was true. He could saw it on his eyes, he felt it.
“Jin... I never do it before.”
The older who seems almost give up and thinking of leaving widen his eyes. Tho a nervous smile quickly drew on his face. “I’ll be gentle.” He nuzzled to Kazuya’s crook. “Don’t worry. You’re so beautiful, I couldn’t let you hurt and I couldn’t force you. Now tell me, I’ll go one second after you decide that you don’t want to do it.”
Some courage bloomed inside the younger one. He decided and will enjoy it to the fullest. He pulled Jin closed to him and wrapped his arms around Jin’s neck, drown himself into the intoxicating kiss that he was experienced. More passionate, he seized the initiative to slipped his tongue inside Jin’s parted one. Shy and clumsy, but Jin swore it succeed made him flied into another world. Soon Jin dominated the kiss and already explored Kazuya’s hot cavern while sometimes nipped the bottom lip teasingly, drove some moans out from the latter’s lips.
“Ahhn... J-Jin...”
Kazuya’s sensitive body reacted with quivered and moans when Jin bit his nipple and let his fingers played with the other, pinching it softly to elicited another lusty moan from the boy. Jin kept roamed all part of Kazuya’s upper body and washed away the younger’s thought that made him craving more of some contacts. He didn’t realize when was Jin managed to throw all his clothes on the floor so when he aware of it, Kazuya swiftly blushed. Jin took few seconds to adore the beautiful object beneath him before his hand crept and lastly stroked the young boy’s cock. Kazuya almost leaped from the bed as he even never touched himself like the way Jin did right now. Kazuya scared a bit, it clearly seen on his eyes tho he felt some pleasure from what Jin did. The older of them noticed the slight fear that the other had and quickly kissed him, soothed Kazuya with some comforting words.
“You gonna love it.” Jin whispered.
Jin took Kazuya’s length inside his mouth that automatically made Kazuya gasped. He reached Jin’s hair and tugged on it as Jin sucked the length up and down faster time to time. The alluring moans that escaped from the younger lips was too much to handle. So Jin decided to begin preparing Kazuya by the time the younger almost near to climax.
Kazuya whimpered in dissatisfaction tho quickly he groaned as he felt Jin’s lean finger which covered with lube poked his tight hole before Jin inserted it. It didn’t felt comfortable at all for the first yet he could relaxed at the following time and Jin managed to add one finger inside him, did some scissoring move to stretch the hole.
“J-Jinn... uhnn...” Kazuya hissed in pain while Jin’s cock coated with lube began thrusted inside.
“Shhh... relax...” Jin sealed his lips on Kazuya’s while whispering the words in breathy voice. Reflex, Kazuya embraced the bigger body above him but soon he nailed his fingers too deep as he couldn’t endure the pain.
“So damn tight...” Jin groaned. He stop moving before Kazuya could adapt and thrusted again when the younger began to relax.
“Mmph... uhnn...” The younger bit his bottom lips, restrained some moan out from his mouth because the pleasure became harder to handle. Kazuya thought it was embarrassing.
Jin gazed at the younger through his sweaty lock. He tilted his head and clicked his tongue, looking unsatisfied. Slowly he stopped thrusting inside and just stay still, staring at Kazuya who whimpered in discontent cause of Jin’s action. Kazuya looked back at Jin’s eyes like a living question mark.
“J-Jin... why you stop?”
“Because I want to hear your moan.” Jin blurted out.
“B-but it’s...” Kazuya held back his voice. The older dangerously leaned closer and licked his neck.
“I want to hear your moan. I want to hear your voice calling out my name.”
“It’s just embarrassing... it’s too l-loud...”
“What’s the problem then? I love it louder.” Jin insisted.
“No... imposs-AH!” Kazuya instantly moaned when Jin suddenly thrusted deep inside and hitting his sweet spot. The older mercilessly thrusted harder and deeper at that certain spot and it certainly impossible for the younger to hold back his moan anymore. Jin made it harder by stroking his hard member.
“Yes Kazuya. Moan for me...”
“J-Jinn... ahh... uhnnn... I... I will-”
Jin got the signal and kept stroking the younger cock and faster his rhythm. He could told that he nearer to climax too, just the same as the younger.
“Ahhn J-Jinn...”
They finally reached the edge and came. Kazuya cried out Jin’s name that muffled with the kiss and Jin came after mumbling some incoherent words, collapsed on top Kazuya. Their chest falling up and down heavily as the result of running out of breath. Their bodies sticky with the sweat and their cum yet they unbothered about it as they still lost in the afterglow of their activity before.
“Kazuya...” Jin got up just to lay down beside the boy, pulled Kazuya closer to nuzzle on his chest. “Do you want to try it with me? I mean... try to have a relationship with me?”
Kazuya blinked in disbelief. He stiffed under Jin’s embrace but the latter quickly soothed him by his touch, caressed his back in such a care.
“I’m serious. I feel so right beside you and I think... you are so adorable.”
The younger still didn’t response.
“Kazuya... you can laugh, you can say I’m stupid but I guess I fallen for you. And... I want to feel this different feeling that you create everyday. Understand you better and caring about you. I don’t want it end tomorrow when I open my eyes.”
What Jin said made the younger chuckled. Jin felt the same just like him. A coincidence? Or maybe a fate? Kazuya want to believe the last one. Now he didn’t bother to think that he’s in love with a girl or with a boy. He just want to stay by Jin’s side. Exactly like what Jin said, like the latter’s feeling. Kazuya buried himself deeper on Jin’s chest, inhaled the scent deeply and realized how it exactly smell the same like the older’s jacket. He still remembered it so Jin must be something that starting to become dear in his life.
He want to believe, he want to take every possibility. And he didn’t want to doubt his feeling.
“Jin...” Kazuya calling out.
“Yes?”
“Promise me that you’ll not going to make me regret it or I swear I’ll haunting you for the rest of your life.”
Jin laughed replying the threat. “I promise... we’ll understand each other better.” He inhaled the shampoo’s scent that still remained on Kazuya’s hair despite of how the boy’s hair looked messed and sweaty. “By the way, what will you do to your friend?”
“Hmmm... let’s see...” Kazuya acted like he thought it deeply. “I still gonna choke him.”
“Eh? Why?”
“Because...” Kazuya pecked the older lips. “... he should forced me to attend goukon back then so I could meet you earlier. He always attended it by himself.”
“That’s because you always resist him and said that you didn’t interested. Now who’s fault it is?”
“Fine fine! You’re right.” Kazuya sulked. But his pouting face just as cute as his smiling one, enchanted Jin again.
“Anyway that’s a proof if you really happy to have me beside you. You even fallen deeper than me. Am I that irresistible?”
“Ohh... shut up!” Kazuya whined, slapped the older hard on his head. “I’m going to sleep.”
“Hmm? Sounds good.” The older yawned. “I’m sleepy too.”
“Don’t leave me.”
“Okay.”
“Stay there.”
“Oookay....”
“Hug me.”
Jin’s smiled sleepily and put the younger deeper on his embrace. “As you wish, Princess. Now sleep.”
“I’m not a Princess!”
Jin didn’t answer, he already stirred in his dream with a smile written on his face. Kazuya smiled too, he felt so happy this time for having Jin by his side even it was not he supposed to be at the beginning.
Love choose it’s own story.
♥ The End ♥
It need so long to finish this one *wiped the sweat* Somehow it was really difficult to write but at least, now it’s done~! Yay! *threw confetti*
How was it, minna? Not that disappointing, right? *anxious*
It’s already midnight so I’ll sleep now.