[Fic] count down ~Prologue~
Title : count down
Pairing : Akame
Rating : NC-17
Genre : AU, angst, drama, romance
Beta by : none
Disclaimer : If the boys are mine, I’ll never write this story
Summary : There are things that could be and couldn't be change before the ending comes.
A/N : New multi-chap! The time I post it, it’s mean that A Paradise will end soon and count down will be the one that replace it (okay... not seriously will end soon but A Paradise almost reach it’s half-way to final). The title taken from Ayumi Hamasaki’s count down because I love how the song and the lyric sounds dark tho there’s nothing special with the melody. As for the summary and storyline, inspired by Ayu’s crossroad for the change idea and from Ayu’s M for the ending idea. crossroad is my favorite song from Ayu as it sounds beautiful and the lyric is so deep yet insightful.
We’re not supposed to be one.
That’s what people said, that’s what the reality told us.
Both of us comes from the different world. When you’re living your dream through all of your sweat and hard work that seems worthless if it compares with the matter of fact of your life, I live in this different lifestyle which grant me everything that I want easily as long as I submissive my life toward what others wanted.
You’ll never look at me before, so do I. Maybe in your thought that day, I just someone that certainly far from your reach, almost surreal. And I admit that at the past, I never paid attention to you because I felt unbothered about you as you didn’t fit at all with myself. I was so shallow, right? Just like those typical of hypocrite rich people who’s only see the status, the look and the wealth. Though if the life is just only about the look, you’ll surely win over all of them because I think you are the most handsome one.
The time finally encountered us. Suddenly, without any plan, inevitably.
You seeing me more and knowing about me more as I recognize you and learning lot of things from you. Closer and closer until on that fateful day, we committed ourselves to rely on each other through the stronger bond that people called as love. It is an amazing thing that ever happened in my life yet in the same time this is the one that scaring me the most.
Having your arms embracing me is a wonderful thing. But in the same time, the world against us. Reality doesn’t want to be a friend with us.
And that day, the world completely works together to separate us. I found yourself walk away from my life and you ignore me even if I’m crying till I drop a blood from the corner of my eyes. Sadly, I also found that myself is one that contributed the most toward the hatred you give to me.
I’m cursing the world for what they had done toward us. But in the same time, I can feel that the world grin mischievously seeing that it’s getting harder for me to return everything as before when we still spending our time together in intimacy.
I guess it is true that the beginning comes at random but ending always have a reason.
Our ending will coming for a certain reason soon.
I closed my eyes, inhaling the scent of the cold night with the starless sky painted above. I feel the wind blows hardly and hurting my face but I didn’t care. The only thing that I care is only about you.
You know, the count down just already started. The count down between you and me that will going to the ending soon when the time is over.
I sighed as I feel a tear slides slowly across my cheek.
“Can I still believe in the fate between us?”
♥ to be continued ♥
I’m suck with prologue and my English is so bad! And I should post a one-shot instead of it but I’m stuck with what should I write next.
For the hint, the prologue is from Kazuya’s POV. The next chapters will not be in this kind of style tho. Just listen to count down because that kind of atmosphere is what I want to offer through this fic.
Comments for this new multi-chap will be highly appreciated! Yeah... since it’s a new one and I’m kinda doubt my ability with writing angst especially with scenes contain smut sometimes, your support will calm down my nerve. About the update because it’s kinda like a side-job fanfic, I’ll just post it whenever I have time and mood for it. Yet after A Paradise is done, I’ll be routine to update this one.