mike told me you thought i was being standoffish, or acting strange lately, and i'm going to be completely honest with you. i have never called a break with anyone before, and i don't know how i'm supposed to act. i don't want to lose you, but at the same time, i don't want to be hurt anymore. i love you a lot, and it hurts when you tell me you'll ( Read more... )

Dear Cameron ( Read more... )

I'm not in pain or anything, and I'm not depressed...I just miss Cameron. I miss everything about him, his smile, his voice, his touch....there's only a couple months left until he comes home, and I know it's only in the blink of an eye, but still, it feels like forever. These past few months have been the hardest months for me. I want to call up ( Read more... )