Cupid's Arrow (Chapter. 1)
Title: Cupid's Arrow
Author: riina8chi
Pairing: YamaChii, OkaYama (One-Sided/Friendship), NakaChii (One-Sided/Friendship), OkaJima (Slight)
Rating: PG-13 to NC-17
Genre: Romance, Fluff, Angst, School life, Hurt/Comfort, Smut
Summary: Yamada Ryosuke's heart was torn into pieces by a special person to him, who he believed to be the right one. Even after he was dumped, he wants to get the person back but what if someone else walks into his life and wants to do everything to protect him and make him happy. Will he be able to forget about his past and accept the new guy in his life?
My eyes are slowly opening after my short nap. Blue sky with white clouds is the view in front of me. The wind caressed my hair gently.
As I came here, I'm still at the same place, lying on the green crass. I place a sigh and look at my right side. It's empty, as it's supposed to be now.
I miss the times when you were still lying next to me with the cheerful smile you always have and the time when we spent our time just looking at the clouds.
The clouds were turning into a dark grey color like they do now too. I chuckle. Somehow, we always figured out to pick the day to look at the clouds at the day when it is going to rain.
My feet were leading me to my house. I enter the house and close the door behind.
"Tadaima." I utter even thought I know that there is no one to answer me.
After I removed my shoes, I go to make myself a dinner.
I turn on the TV, wrap a blanket around me, place a plate with food on my knees and start eating.
Then I look at my left. You used to sit beside me under the same blanket and eat the dinner, with me. My eyes wander slowly to the window on my right. Rain’s drops ran down the window and new drops hit it eventually.
It feels lonely... very lonely.
***
My alarm clock rings in the morning and I turn it off. My eyes are barely opening and your figure appears in my mind. That silky hair, those pinkish soft lips, those beautiful brown shining eyes and the best part, a smile that curves with your moist lips. I remember every little detail of your face. Every millimeter of your hair, each slide of your tooth, each eye lash on your eyes, everything. If something changes in you, I notice it right away.
It's always like this in the morning. I like to wake up like this but what would be the best is to see your face in live. Well, that's what I used to do before. You were by my side every morning.
I throw the blanket away from my body and slowly walk toward bathroom, my body slightly swaying. I took a morning shower as every morning and then go to eat a breakfast. I don't have a lot of time in the morning because I prefer to sleep as long as it's possible, so I take cereals and put them into a bowl. Then I pour some milk, and push every cereal to milk with a spoon. They taste much better when they are softer.
I chuckle. That's what you said and taught me.
I wear my school uniform and look in a mirror.
It's going to be a good day. I'm sure of that. I feel that something awaits me, hope it's something really good. Maybe it’s a strawberry cake, heh.
***
I'm sitting on my chair in my class. It's first day of school after summer break. Many students probably were waiting for this day but not me. Ever since we broke up, going to school started to be hellish, like it used to be before you.
I place a hard sigh. Even after the long time that passed, I still can't stop thinking about you. I don't even know how to spend one day without thinking about you.
I see as our teacher walk in to a class and there is a guy following her. He’s tall and has brown hair. The whole class stands up including me and we bow to our sensei. As she gives a command, we all sit down back on our places.
"Good morning class, nice to see you again! Minna look so cheerful, ne~ Tonikaku, this is our new student, please introduce yourself."
"Okamoto Keito desu, yoroshiku." the guy says and slightly bows.
He's trying to act cool, I can see that. Sleeves on his uniform are lifted up to his elbows. Also the way he introduced himself. He must be thinking of himself arrogantly. It's pissing me off.
I sigh. I always judge people without even knowing them properly. Maybe that's why I don't have a lot of friends. I don't know but neither I care.
"Class, be nice to him. Hmm, there is an empty place next to Yamada-san."
Sensei pointed at my direction. I look at the seat beside me, on the right. It really is empty. Really? He's going to sit beside me... please, shoot me.
The guy is starting to walk here. He looks at me and I throw a glance at him. He... winked to me. Seriously?!
Dude, kill yourself.
He sits on the seat and sensei starts to teach a lesson. The first lessons flew quite fast and now it's finally a lunch break. I grab a lunch box and head out of the class as fast as I can.
Gosh, that new student was staring at me the whole time. I even started sweating! It gave me so much of pressure.
I approach stairs where we used to eat lunch and as I sit down, I start opening my bento. I grabbed chopsticks when that annoying person walks close to me. Why? Just why?
"Hi." he says in his wanna be cool tone.
I already hate him so much. I don't answer him. I don't want to talk to him. I just continue eating my bento and he stands there, waiting for my reply. Heck no, stand as much as you will, I'm not gonna utter a single word to you.
I hear as he sighs and then he walks to sit beside me. Thank God, there was a gap between us.
"It's rude not to answer when people are talking to you." I hear him saying but you know, in my ears it sounds hmm something like 'bla bla bla'!
I don't care so just shut up and go away from me.
"Hello~ can you hear me?" he's getting a little annoyed, I perfectly can hear that from his voice and I'm so glad. If I continue ignoring him, he might just leave me in the end.
"Hmph" he sulks and after there is a silence between us. Why he doesn't just leave? Doesn't he understand that I don't have any interest in him?
Wait! ...Maybe that's what is interesting in me? Oh God, no! Okay, if I just tell him to leave me alone and never bother me, maybe he really will do that. I wonder…
"So, your name is Yamada, right?" he asks.
Is it a right time to say what I was going to say? Damn, I'm so bad at these timing things. I never know when to say things.
"Can I call you ‘Yama-chan’?"
I close my eyes to control my anger. That guy is really pissing me off. Don't dare to call me by that name!!
Thoughts like these always keep on running in my head but I never dare to say the things I'm thinking of. Guess I'm too nice and after all care what people would think of me. Even though in my mind I would yell that I don't.
I just stand up and walk away but that guy follows me. Guess, it's time. I turn around and look frustrated deep into his eyes.
"I'm not interested in you, I don't want to talk with you, I don't want to get closer with you so get lost and don't talk to me ever again!! Also don't stare at me during lessons or brake time! And neither on spare time!!"
he looks sort of dumbfound by my words. I feel so proud until his next movement. He smirks and then starts walking closer to me.
What the hell!? Did any of my word sound unclear?? What is he doing!?
"You finally spoke." he places his hand on my chin but I immediately slap it away.
"Don't touch me!" I yell at him and his smirk fades right away.
Then I turn and start to walk back into our class. Victory!
***
After what happened between us, the guy really stopped staring at me in the class, though yet I don't know if he stops bothering me.
I changed my shoes at my locker and direct to go home but then, I see that perfect face. Your face, oh I so love it. Your smiling face with sun rays hitting it, making it even more beautiful.
I sigh once again. I'm not the reason behind those smiles anymore...
"Who is that guy?" I hear irritated voice and feel a hand around my waist. I look at my left and... see that newbie. I push him away as hard as I can so his back would hit the lockers behind him.
"Don't touch me!!" I yell at him and he smirks again.
Why? Why? I thought I put an end to this in the corridor but no. Stop bugging me, God dammit!
His smirk then suddenly fades away.
"So who is he?" he looks a little bit mad.
"None of your business." I say and start walking home. This day is far from what I imagined it to be! Well… what I expected it to be... I didn’t even get the cake.
I hear his steps following me and then feel my hand being grabbed. He squeezes it tight so that I can't pull it away. I hate him! I hate him! I so hate him! Why did he have to do it right now!?
We walk pass you and I hide my face. Please don't notice me, not that. Please, Kami-sama, don't let him see me now.
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Now, who is going to defend Keito with me? *preparing my baseball bat*
Feel free to read ~
Comments are loved~ :))
Author: riina8chi
Pairing: YamaChii, OkaYama (One-Sided/Friendship), NakaChii (One-Sided/Friendship), OkaJima (Slight)
Rating: PG-13 to NC-17
Genre: Romance, Fluff, Angst, School life, Hurt/Comfort, Smut
Summary: Yamada Ryosuke's heart was torn into pieces by a special person to him, who he believed to be the right one. Even after he was dumped, he wants to get the person back but what if someone else walks into his life and wants to do everything to protect him and make him happy. Will he be able to forget about his past and accept the new guy in his life?
My eyes are slowly opening after my short nap. Blue sky with white clouds is the view in front of me. The wind caressed my hair gently.
As I came here, I'm still at the same place, lying on the green crass. I place a sigh and look at my right side. It's empty, as it's supposed to be now.
I miss the times when you were still lying next to me with the cheerful smile you always have and the time when we spent our time just looking at the clouds.
The clouds were turning into a dark grey color like they do now too. I chuckle. Somehow, we always figured out to pick the day to look at the clouds at the day when it is going to rain.
My feet were leading me to my house. I enter the house and close the door behind.
"Tadaima." I utter even thought I know that there is no one to answer me.
After I removed my shoes, I go to make myself a dinner.
I turn on the TV, wrap a blanket around me, place a plate with food on my knees and start eating.
Then I look at my left. You used to sit beside me under the same blanket and eat the dinner, with me. My eyes wander slowly to the window on my right. Rain’s drops ran down the window and new drops hit it eventually.
It feels lonely... very lonely.
***
My alarm clock rings in the morning and I turn it off. My eyes are barely opening and your figure appears in my mind. That silky hair, those pinkish soft lips, those beautiful brown shining eyes and the best part, a smile that curves with your moist lips. I remember every little detail of your face. Every millimeter of your hair, each slide of your tooth, each eye lash on your eyes, everything. If something changes in you, I notice it right away.
It's always like this in the morning. I like to wake up like this but what would be the best is to see your face in live. Well, that's what I used to do before. You were by my side every morning.
I throw the blanket away from my body and slowly walk toward bathroom, my body slightly swaying. I took a morning shower as every morning and then go to eat a breakfast. I don't have a lot of time in the morning because I prefer to sleep as long as it's possible, so I take cereals and put them into a bowl. Then I pour some milk, and push every cereal to milk with a spoon. They taste much better when they are softer.
I chuckle. That's what you said and taught me.
I wear my school uniform and look in a mirror.
It's going to be a good day. I'm sure of that. I feel that something awaits me, hope it's something really good. Maybe it’s a strawberry cake, heh.
***
I'm sitting on my chair in my class. It's first day of school after summer break. Many students probably were waiting for this day but not me. Ever since we broke up, going to school started to be hellish, like it used to be before you.
I place a hard sigh. Even after the long time that passed, I still can't stop thinking about you. I don't even know how to spend one day without thinking about you.
I see as our teacher walk in to a class and there is a guy following her. He’s tall and has brown hair. The whole class stands up including me and we bow to our sensei. As she gives a command, we all sit down back on our places.
"Good morning class, nice to see you again! Minna look so cheerful, ne~ Tonikaku, this is our new student, please introduce yourself."
"Okamoto Keito desu, yoroshiku." the guy says and slightly bows.
He's trying to act cool, I can see that. Sleeves on his uniform are lifted up to his elbows. Also the way he introduced himself. He must be thinking of himself arrogantly. It's pissing me off.
I sigh. I always judge people without even knowing them properly. Maybe that's why I don't have a lot of friends. I don't know but neither I care.
"Class, be nice to him. Hmm, there is an empty place next to Yamada-san."
Sensei pointed at my direction. I look at the seat beside me, on the right. It really is empty. Really? He's going to sit beside me... please, shoot me.
The guy is starting to walk here. He looks at me and I throw a glance at him. He... winked to me. Seriously?!
Dude, kill yourself.
He sits on the seat and sensei starts to teach a lesson. The first lessons flew quite fast and now it's finally a lunch break. I grab a lunch box and head out of the class as fast as I can.
Gosh, that new student was staring at me the whole time. I even started sweating! It gave me so much of pressure.
I approach stairs where we used to eat lunch and as I sit down, I start opening my bento. I grabbed chopsticks when that annoying person walks close to me. Why? Just why?
"Hi." he says in his wanna be cool tone.
I already hate him so much. I don't answer him. I don't want to talk to him. I just continue eating my bento and he stands there, waiting for my reply. Heck no, stand as much as you will, I'm not gonna utter a single word to you.
I hear as he sighs and then he walks to sit beside me. Thank God, there was a gap between us.
"It's rude not to answer when people are talking to you." I hear him saying but you know, in my ears it sounds hmm something like 'bla bla bla'!
I don't care so just shut up and go away from me.
"Hello~ can you hear me?" he's getting a little annoyed, I perfectly can hear that from his voice and I'm so glad. If I continue ignoring him, he might just leave me in the end.
"Hmph" he sulks and after there is a silence between us. Why he doesn't just leave? Doesn't he understand that I don't have any interest in him?
Wait! ...Maybe that's what is interesting in me? Oh God, no! Okay, if I just tell him to leave me alone and never bother me, maybe he really will do that. I wonder…
"So, your name is Yamada, right?" he asks.
Is it a right time to say what I was going to say? Damn, I'm so bad at these timing things. I never know when to say things.
"Can I call you ‘Yama-chan’?"
I close my eyes to control my anger. That guy is really pissing me off. Don't dare to call me by that name!!
Thoughts like these always keep on running in my head but I never dare to say the things I'm thinking of. Guess I'm too nice and after all care what people would think of me. Even though in my mind I would yell that I don't.
I just stand up and walk away but that guy follows me. Guess, it's time. I turn around and look frustrated deep into his eyes.
"I'm not interested in you, I don't want to talk with you, I don't want to get closer with you so get lost and don't talk to me ever again!! Also don't stare at me during lessons or brake time! And neither on spare time!!"
he looks sort of dumbfound by my words. I feel so proud until his next movement. He smirks and then starts walking closer to me.
What the hell!? Did any of my word sound unclear?? What is he doing!?
"You finally spoke." he places his hand on my chin but I immediately slap it away.
"Don't touch me!" I yell at him and his smirk fades right away.
Then I turn and start to walk back into our class. Victory!
***
After what happened between us, the guy really stopped staring at me in the class, though yet I don't know if he stops bothering me.
I changed my shoes at my locker and direct to go home but then, I see that perfect face. Your face, oh I so love it. Your smiling face with sun rays hitting it, making it even more beautiful.
I sigh once again. I'm not the reason behind those smiles anymore...
"Who is that guy?" I hear irritated voice and feel a hand around my waist. I look at my left and... see that newbie. I push him away as hard as I can so his back would hit the lockers behind him.
"Don't touch me!!" I yell at him and he smirks again.
Why? Why? I thought I put an end to this in the corridor but no. Stop bugging me, God dammit!
His smirk then suddenly fades away.
"So who is he?" he looks a little bit mad.
"None of your business." I say and start walking home. This day is far from what I imagined it to be! Well… what I expected it to be... I didn’t even get the cake.
I hear his steps following me and then feel my hand being grabbed. He squeezes it tight so that I can't pull it away. I hate him! I hate him! I so hate him! Why did he have to do it right now!?
We walk pass you and I hide my face. Please don't notice me, not that. Please, Kami-sama, don't let him see me now.
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Now, who is going to defend Keito with me? *preparing my baseball bat*
Feel free to read ~
Comments are loved~ :))