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[rightthurr]

well today was my first real true day without you. i miss you more and more. is it as amazing as everyone says? have you seen any friends or relatives? i just cant wait until we can be together again. when i go over to see gram, her eyes are gray... not the bright brilliant blue as always. i can tell she is lonely. no one wanted to see you go. especially for me. i think i took it the hardest out of most. i guess because i knew you were always there. right. there. now youre no where to be found. i feel so incomplete. i feel empty. hollow. completely hollow. i know youre with me though. forever and always. im grateful you were able to see me grow up. im thankful i graduated for you. today was the day. it was real simple. nothing fancy since we all knew how you are. every empty space seems even emptier now. im glad you left us with dignity and pride. im glad you knew all our names and faces. i hope you got the letter and picture i left you. didnt want you to get lonely. hope the fish are catching. ill take care of gram. i promise you. fry some fish for me. love you always and forever. ill see you soon. keep the bed warm for me.

love
leesie