I am worth $1,776,630.00 on HumanForSale.com Haha, awesome. I'm above average for a female.
Remind me never ever ever to lend anyone anything ever ever EVER again. (Er, Jules, you can still borrow my book. This doesn't really apply to you, because You're Julia..)
...Robert Frost? Hm. I was really scary when I was a sophomore and still over at FOD. Every public entry was like "I want to die! I hate my life! Ben makes me feel bad but I like him anyway!. So you can imagine how bad the private ones were. Seriously. I make at least one reference, whether inferred or direct, to suicide or wanting to die in almost every entry. Christ.
"...i wouldn't kill myself. but i wouldn't mind not waking up one day. " wtf? That's terrifying. And I remember feeling that way, truly depressed. It's horrible.
OMFG DOM NEEDS TO GIVE ME MY MOVIE BACK IMMEDIATELY AND TIERNEY NEEDS TO GIVE ME MY CD.
Haha, Molly and Lindsey and Chan were all so tolerant of my Ben-rants. I like going back and reading FOD entries. I've really grown up since then. Or at least matured a good deal.
ROFL... "basically over this week i slowly lost faith in humanity. people breaking up, fighting, and... er.. leading their "friends" into giant spider's lairs so they can be killed?" Ahahahaha. And ew, Tyler Cohen. Ew. The end. "I keep having dreams about asking a certain someone why he goes out with his girlfriend when he's just going to cheat on her. the first time, he cried and said 'just because i cheat on her doesn't mean i don't love her!'" Ahahaa, oh dream-Tyler.
"my hair is now... a normal color. which is abnormal for me. so a bunch of people either complimented my skirt or my hair, or both. it was nice to be noticed, at least in a more obvious way. strangely, i even got a compliment from mr. rice. kind of. "what happened to your hair?" "i dyed it." "it's an improvement."' (Upon dying my hair brown, after it was pink.)
"i should really be typing my english paper. screw that, my ear itches." Haha, WHAT?!
Okay, random FOD flashback like whoah. That's what I decided to do with my free time today,...?
Song rehersal after school for Pajama Game. Kind of excited but also kind of...not.
Oh my God, my head is fucked up. What's wrong with my thought processes? And, can I go home now?
peace and love,
kayla