I need a change
I think today is one of those days, where you get an epiphany.. You think that something has to change for you to move on to the next level.. Today, is that day to me I think.. It's not a life changing thing. I'm not going to drastically alter my life to get something.. But I do need to sit down, and think about myself. What went wrong, and what went right.. What I want, what I can leave behind.. Those type of things. Some people may have already figured this out earlier in their lives, but unfortunately, I think I just got to this point where I need some perspective on myself. A different perspective..
Not that its a bad thing in general, but I think I have been stagnant enough. I need something that I can focus on. Work doesn't seem to cut it anymore. It is no more than a money churning process right now.. I seem to like going to work previously, well at least I don't mind going to work.. I get to interact with people, it gave me things to do.. It keeps me going I guess. But presently, I just want to run away from everything, because I feel like I'm wasting my time. I get paid for it, but still wasting my time..
But the question remains.. what to do..?
I have a few ideas, but everything involves cash.. And travelling, which is also cash.. So we'll see..