Starting again? Maybe..
As I was writing my resignation letter just now..
I had this gut wrenching feeling in my stomach. It was either sadness or fear, or a combination of both.. It has been awhile since I've made a jump to a new company. And a long time ago since I had to start from scratch again.. It feels daunting. Literally, kecut perut.
As a close friend of mine once said, he wanted to stay with (my company name) and maybe retire with (my company name).. As it turns out, he did not. Me.. personally, I wasn't really ready to retire with (my company name), eventhough it looked like it.. Initially, I felt it to be so much promise and hope.. but then, I felt stagnant.. I tried to fight it.. then I failed and went with the rhythm.. Now that I'm used to the rhythm, I am afraid to jump back and get into another rhythm. Would it be a more vibrant rhythm? I don't know.. Can I keep up with the rhythm? I also don't know..
I would like to say that I hope this is my last jump..
But life sometimes gives u a curve ball..
You just take it as it comes.. No amount of planning can get u through ALL the obstacles in life.. Some, maybe.. but not all.. When it does, either u hit the ball, or u just let it go through.. Its gonna be your call..
This time around, I think I would like to take this, and see where it takes me. My good friend, once told me, that I have been playing it safe and going with the flow for a long time.. I should take some risks.. I don't really know if this falls into that category in the first place.. But I get the gist of it. Just do it. If I don't like it, do something about it. If not, i'll stick with it for as long as it feels right..
We'll know when we get there..
Good luck me..
I had this gut wrenching feeling in my stomach. It was either sadness or fear, or a combination of both.. It has been awhile since I've made a jump to a new company. And a long time ago since I had to start from scratch again.. It feels daunting. Literally, kecut perut.
As a close friend of mine once said, he wanted to stay with (my company name) and maybe retire with (my company name).. As it turns out, he did not. Me.. personally, I wasn't really ready to retire with (my company name), eventhough it looked like it.. Initially, I felt it to be so much promise and hope.. but then, I felt stagnant.. I tried to fight it.. then I failed and went with the rhythm.. Now that I'm used to the rhythm, I am afraid to jump back and get into another rhythm. Would it be a more vibrant rhythm? I don't know.. Can I keep up with the rhythm? I also don't know..
I would like to say that I hope this is my last jump..
But life sometimes gives u a curve ball..
You just take it as it comes.. No amount of planning can get u through ALL the obstacles in life.. Some, maybe.. but not all.. When it does, either u hit the ball, or u just let it go through.. Its gonna be your call..
This time around, I think I would like to take this, and see where it takes me. My good friend, once told me, that I have been playing it safe and going with the flow for a long time.. I should take some risks.. I don't really know if this falls into that category in the first place.. But I get the gist of it. Just do it. If I don't like it, do something about it. If not, i'll stick with it for as long as it feels right..
We'll know when we get there..
Good luck me..